Christ4Life
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I need help and prayer for protection from tormenting thoughts of being sick. I do not know where these thoughts come from. If nothing is wrong with me, I know then that these things come from the evil one to sabotage my destiny and have my focus in places it shouldn't be. Knowing this for a fact would take all the worry out of everything. But a small part of my thoughts have me looking back, wondering if I really am sick. Leaving the tv on for background sound is something I like to do. Whenever a commercial with ill people is on tv, it makes me wonder to myself..."Could that be me? Am I one of them? Afterall, I am a smoker..." Sometimes it gets so crazy that I get depressed about it and actually feel that way. Other times I'll be in that state of mind, but something on there says "Will you knock it off?!! You're not sick and you're not dying!! Give it a rest already!!" Then it causes me to wonder to myself if this is some type of higher message that I should be open to receive. (much better than it's alternate!)I don't FEEL ill in anyway except from this mental torment. The state I get trapped in thinking about this is what zaps my energy. Depression over troubles in my love-relationship cause me to mope and feel down. When none of these things are in my mind, I feel like a teenager basically...laughing, joking, all bright-eyed and bushy-tailed. (I'm 40, male)
The thing I really want to know is, if someone WAS really sick, how would God choose to let them know? Would it be anything similar to this? If the devil was trying to convince someone of such a lie, is this a way you could see him choosing to fool someone and mess up their mind? I do not want to believe the devil's lies. I'm at a place where the positive is what I want to believe from God, yet not want to delude myself or miss Him alerting me to something serious, either. How do you discern the difference? :eeeekkk
The thing I really want to know is, if someone WAS really sick, how would God choose to let them know? Would it be anything similar to this? If the devil was trying to convince someone of such a lie, is this a way you could see him choosing to fool someone and mess up their mind? I do not want to believe the devil's lies. I'm at a place where the positive is what I want to believe from God, yet not want to delude myself or miss Him alerting me to something serious, either. How do you discern the difference? :eeeekkk