[__ Prayer __] Very, very angry

[TorchHeart]

I am having a hard time dealing with some very strong emotions, right now. Anger, jealosy, hate and just generally being p.o.'ed. Most of it is directed at a certain pastor, some of it is directed at other people in the Baptist faith, and some of it is even directed at both God and myself.

I really don't want to feel like this, anymore. But I'm tired of hurting inside. I have been lied too, deceived, abandoned, teased, tempted, and wound up losing someone I cared for a great deal for the third time in my life. I am confused as to why things happen, and why my prayers seem to go unanswered.

God, what do you want of me? In Christ's name I ask of you to please tell me or show me. And if its not too much trouble and I'm not out of line for asking, please let me know why you've let this happen to me.

I humbly ask this in the name of Jesus Christ, our beloved and holy Savior.

Amen.

 

[Caroline H]

I will pray for you now TorchHeart. I know what it's like to be angry a lot, and be angry at God. Being angry all the time is so damaging, and will always keep you down. I pray that God give you peace in your heart, and that you can trust that even though you don't understand your circumstances that He does, and you are always in His tender hand.

God bless

 

[nyc christian]

Hey Ive been there many times, Ive been a christian all my life born and raised in church. It took me many years to stop the rage towards God and the things in life that upset me. Ive also been deceived, abandoned, teased, tempted, and wound up losing someone I cared for a great deal. I just know that Gods way is the best way, I have tried to do things my own way and have wound up hurt. We need to trust in him and try to be at peace no matter what happens, if we trust in him 100% our lives will end up the way he intended them to be, its just that know one wants to wait on him so very few people get it right. I will pray for you, I understand you perfectly persevere in Christ and eventhough it may hurt follow him and dont pay any mind to other people anymore.

Be content, if you follow him salvation is guaranteed and compared to that our worldy problems are miniscule.

 

[cristy83]

Well the nyc christian really said it all but I will add this, God's plan is always the best plan , we think we know whats best and we like to do things our way, but trust me leave it to God because His way is the only way. Things can't always be explained but things do happen for a reason and it's always for the best, as Gods children. I pray that you find peace in all this and that God guide you and give you wisdon in Jesus name amen God bless you!!