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[lone_pilgrim]

I believe I'm under some sort of spiritual attack again. About an hour ago I started having angry thoughts which gave way to suicidual thoughts in connection with how my last two boyfriends wronged me. I felt very ill and went into the bathroom dizzy an vomited. This seems strange because I've been in decent spirits the last few days.

Please pray for me. What would cause this? I'm all of a sudden becoming very sick again and I'm scared. I almost died last year when I got sick. I need some serious deliverance.

Please pray for me. I'm having very negative, suicidal thoughts.

 

[lone_pilgrim]

Please PM me. I'm scared and I'm having a hard time.

 

[Tina]

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Natalie, I don't know what's going with you, but rest assured, I'm praying for you. From what I understand, vomitting is a sign of demons being cast out. It is indeed the most typical sign of successful deliverance. Perhaps it's in answer to my prayers for you or the prayers of others for you, but I think it's a good thing that you vomitted. Don't panic, remain calm, pull yourself together, play some Christian worship songs. Yes this is a spiritual attack , but declare God's Word - "As I submit myself to God and resist the devil, the devil will flee from me" (James 4:7), take authority in Christ and command the evil spirits to go (Luke 10:19). Meanwhile, have yourself a good rest in bed. I will try to send you a PM with a complete list of all Bible scriptures that you can use in times of spiritual attack. Take care !

 

[jasoncran]

I believe I'm under some sort of spiritual attack again. About an hour ago I started having angry thoughts which gave way to suicidual thoughts in connection with how my last two boyfriends wronged me. I felt very ill and went into the bathroom dizzy an vomited. This seems strange because I've been in decent spirits the last few days.

Please pray for me. What would cause this? I'm all of a sudden becoming very sick again and I'm scared. I almost died last year when I got sick. I need some serious deliverance.

Please pray for me. I'm having very negative, suicidal thoughts.

vomiting isnt the sign of demon being cast out.

that is from the stress cause by this.
did something cause you to think of this? ie a picture. smell, or just idle thoughts?

it almost sounds like a panic attack.

 

[Cheyenne K]

That's terrible. I have had suicidal thoughts before and I know how bad that feels. I will be praying for your deliverance from these thoughts and this sickness and thus the spiritual attack if that is what you are having.
Hope you get better and God bless.

 

[Tina]

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Perhaps Jason is also right. But you can google the net and see that there are connections between demons being cast out and vomitting, but I guess only God knows what's happening to you. Please keep us updated.

 

[lone_pilgrim]

It's the afternoon where I live and I feel pretty calm. I was crying earlier, but I think it was more from being scared.

I have had problems with anxiety my whole life and I can assure you that what I had last night was not a panic attack. I've had them before. What I felt was dizzy and sick. My head felt like it was in a fog and I started having these horrible thoughts that I do not believe were my own. I started feeling a wave of despair come over me telling me to take my life and that people don't care about me. I thought all of these horrible things that I don't normally think about.

I went into the bathroom and started vomiting. I it made a weird sound and I don't know if that was from my nasal passages and throat or something else. I have had alllergies recently, but I highly doubt that they would cause you to vomit.

Once that was done I started crying and crying. I called my boyfriend at 3:00am and couldn't stop crying. He said that I shouldn't be sad because lots of people care about me and he knows I'm under a lot of pressure right now.

I will tell you what I heard in my head when all of this happened, "My name is legion for we are many." "Trust God, trust in God."

Tina, did you pray anything to that effect?

What I find most disturbing is that I have everything to live for. I'm going to graduate with my BA completely paid for and $3,000 in my pocket. I might even be accepted into Law School within the next year. I also have two paying jobs. I have no reason to want to end my life even though last year was really hard for me. I also having a loving family of five people that really care about me; three siblings.

 

[lone_pilgrim]

I really do feel like it was a spiritual attack. Why would I have suicidal thoughts when I have so many things going for me despite the fact that I've had some serious health struggles? I meant to be here. I had a breast tumor and I walked out of it just fine.

 

[lamplady]

praying for you lone_pilgrim ... ...

 

[lone_pilgrim]

Please keep praying for me everyone. This is coming and going in waves.

 

[Mike]

LP, do you have family you can be with at this time? It really sounds like you need some help. Prayer, definitely. But a supportive family can be an answer to prayers. Depression and anxiety attacks are thorns that don't know that your life is going well. I would guess that most people who experience this are not thinking rationally.

I hope there's someone you can be with during these dark times.

 

[lone_pilgrim]

LP, do you have family you can be with at this time? It really sounds like you need some help. Prayer, definitely. But a supportive family can be an answer to prayers. Depression and anxiety attacks are thorns that don't know that your life is going well. I would guess that most people who experience this are not thinking rationally.

I hope there's someone you can be with during these dark times.

Hi Mike,

I can have my mother pray for me, but that is all. I'm a college student without a lot of Christian support, which is why I came to this forum in the first place. I am generally a docile, upbeat person so for me to experience these kind of things is not in my nature. I've had some awful things happen to me and I've managed to come out of them with a good attitude.

I do not suffer from depression. What happened to me last night was not an anxiety attack. I don't know what your belief is in spiritual warfare, but sudden feelings of suicide, vomiting, haziness, and crying (which I might add have completely stopped at this moment) don't seem normal. As I said, I have many wonderful things to live for. I listed them in a previous posting.

When I was twelve I would go to a Bible Study with my mother and I would always get migraine's and feel foggy. My mother believed it was a spiritual attack because Satan didn't want me learning his word and being around Godliness. Once I would leave the church and the bible study I felt completely fine; so, something similar has happened to me before.

 

[lone_pilgrim]

And unfortunately my friend, who is a Christian, never has time for me. She would consider me calling her at 3 in the morning an inconvenience.

One time I was suffering and she said that she needed to be up the next day. She literally wanted to schedule a time for us to meet up to talk. In a bad situation you don't just set up a meeting - the person needs help then.

By the time she came to my aid the situation had resolved itself.

 

[Igor]

Hi LP;

I hope things are going better by now. Since the spiritual part of this seems to have been addressed pretty well already, just a couple of thoughts from a different point of view... First, not everything that happens to us is satanic. Are you possibly sick? Maybe you just coincidently started having a bout with depression and a physical illness at the same time. They could have worked together to mess with your mind really bad. Maybe you should consider seeing a doctor if you aren't any better yet.

Another possibility, which will seem remote, but actually happens more than most people want to believe; Were you around anyone who may have slipped you some kind of drug? Maybe in some food or drink? That happened to my cousin one time. The effects on him were not entirely different from what you have described.

Of course, we are all praying for you whether it is satanic or something more physically related. Either way, God is in control.

 

[lone_pilgrim]

Hi LP;

I hope things are going better by now. Since the spiritual part of this seems to have been addressed pretty well already, just a couple of thoughts from a different point of view... First, not everything that happens to us is satanic. Are you possibly sick? Maybe you just coincidently started having a bout with depression and a physical illness at the same time. They could have worked together to mess with your mind really bad. Maybe you should consider seeing a doctor if you aren't any better yet.

Another possibility, which will seem remote, but actually happens more than most people want to believe; Were you around anyone who may have slipped you some kind of drug? Maybe in some food or drink? That happened to my cousin one time. The effects on him were not entirely different from what you have described.

Of course, we are all praying for you whether it is satanic or something more physically related. Either way, God is in control.

Hi Igor,

I have had a cold, but I don't think that this caused all of these issues. My doctor told me that the cold would pass and advised me to take a nasal decongestant and Vitamin C to help me heal quickly.

Earlier in the day I went to happy hour with my friends, but I didn't have anything to drink but water and I was also the designated driver. My friends had margaritas with water while I had a full meal and all they ate were chips and queso. For a moment I'm trying to be rational. I don't THINK that I had food poisoning because while it would make you sick I don't believe it would cause the psychological issues, right?

What sort of drug was given to your cousin? I know someone at my University that was slipped a roofie in a drink and she had black outs during the night and woke up the next day vomiting.

 

[Igor]

Glad to hear you went to the doctor. Had it been a serious physical problem it’s always good to catch it as soon as possible. You’re right, I can’t imagine a simple head cold causing what you experienced either.

There is a chance you could have been drugged while you were out with your friends. (Not saying your friends did it.) A lot of people would have had an opportunity to slip you something in a drink or in your food. My cousin never found out what they slipped him. He was out at a club with some friends and was having a drink at the bar. After a while he got light headed and dizzy, then felt sick to his stomach. He went to the bathroom and remembers a guy coming in to “help” him while he was vomiting. Next thing he knew, he was waking up on the bathroom floor with his friends around him and his wallet gone. He said it took a good 24 hours to feel normal again. The police were the ones that told him this happens a lot more often than most people realize.

I don’t know how close that comes to how you felt, but drugs affect different people differently, and you never know what you may have been given. It could be a possibility. Personally, having had a couple of very real encounters with Satan myself during my life, I would much rather have been drugged and got a bit sick from it than have the devil after me! As bad as this sounds, I am praying that you actually did get drugged, as opposed to being attacked this way by Satan or his demons!

By the way, you said your friends had “margaritas with water”? I thought Margaritas had to have tequila.

Cheer up LP. Greater is He that is within you than he that is in the world! (1 John 4:4)

 

[lone_pilgrim]

Sorry - I was typing that really fast. They weren't getting drunk, so they had water after having a drink.

Honestly...

I don't believe I was drugged. I ate around 5:00pm and didn't get sick until a little after I posted this thread. It had to be at least 1 in the morning and I believe that I would have been sick way before then. I had food poisoning once a couple of years ago and it only took about 15 minutes before I was puking my guts out. My mood was decent until I had to vomit.

I was also at Chuy's, which is a chain restaurant and our waiter refilled all of the water glasses from the same water pitcher. I'm guessing that my friends would have been sick if the water had been drugged.

Unfortunately, I think it had to be something else. I really do feel okay now. Not that I'm WONDERFUL, but I don't feel like I did last night.

 

[lone_pilgrim]

I also want to add that I didn't have much cash on me and I wasn't dressed up. :/

Just a poor college kid.

 

[Igor]

Yeah, I think you're right. If anyone wanted to slip you some kind of drug, it seems they would want to use something that would be more fast acting. What's the use if they aren't around to benefit from it? I still want to find something other than Satan as the reason and will keep praying that this is not what's happening to you, or that if it is, God will somehow get you through it and use it for His glory.

Have you been prescribed any psychological medicine lately? Like for depression, bi-polar disorder, etc? (Please don't be offended, a lot of us have had to deal with these things!) If so, did you quit taking them, or maybe they aren't right for you? A lot of those medicines can cause lots of problems if not prescribed correctly, or if you quit taking them on your own without the doctor's guidance. Just grasping at straws now, still hoping it something less evil than the devil coming after you!

 

[Igor]

Just has another thought while praying for you, LP; You mentioned your two previous boyfriends and your anger with them. I read your thread about that and am wondering if you have accepted God's forgiveness for your part in that situation. Satan loves to attack us through our guilt feelings. You feel that you sinned in your relationship, and you are also angry with them. Whether or not what you did was actually a sin or not isn't important. The fact that you felt it was against God, and did it anyway, makes it sin for you.

But God has forgiven you, completely and without anything held back, as soon as you repented and asked him for forgiveness. It sounds like you are having a hard time accepting that, since you mentioned them in your OP here. You are God's child and he loves you. He is not holding anything against you. Maybe you just need to decide to accept that and move on to whatever great things He has in store for you from here on out? It will be pretty hard for Satan to attack you through your guilt feelings when you no longer have those feelings!