Brutus/HisCatalyst said:
thinkerman said:
I was christian for 2/3 of my life (not counting the first five and the last five years of my life). I never saw anything supernatural at work, and believe me, I was looking.
If you don't believe me, then God will if he exists...I know how I felt, then he should too.
I don't know If you've ever answered this question or not, but what made you leave the faith, If you do not feel like discussing that with us in the open I understand.
I don't mind sharing it.
I was raised Catholic (I know, red flags going off in a number of places, but bear with me), with various family members and friends of different other Christian demoninations.
Though I realize most Catholics, particularly younger ones, are not well educated in the bible, I was. I studied it, read it, and thought I understood it well. I was a happy Christian, who prayed every night and said grace at every meal.
About 5-6 years ago, I realized that it was stupid to be a Catholic/Christian if I didn't fully understand the alternatives...so I started investigating other faiths. I read up on Mormonism, Islam and all the others.
I immediately (probably like all others here) found them false. Their foundations were weak and their theologies unreasonable. No brainer, right? I'm sure you would agree.
Then I turned the same objectivism towards my own faith. I read up on and talked with people of various demoninations, and learned more about the bible in the process then I had previously known. When looking at the historicity and theology of Christianity, I found it similarly false to the others I looked at.
In a sense, it boils down to that famous quote....paraphrased here....you and I are both atheists, only you believe in one more God than I do.
I simply found the evidence for the historicity of the bible lacking (an entirely different discussion) and the theology contradicting and illogical.
Anyway, that is my story...and for the last 5 years I have been a happy atheist. One would probably think that I immediately ran out and became a porn star hooked on crack and beating little kids....but actually I think I am much more moral now than I ever was as a Christian...simply because I don't believe in a "get out of jail" card anymore.
I only have this one simple life and a few decades with my beautiful wife...so I enjoy them as much as I can and try to allow others to enjoy theirs.
ThinkerMan, I'm afraid the world may have confused you as it does to everyone, Christians and Non-Christians alike. The supernatural can be as simple as getting a grade on a test that You asked God to help you with. 8-)
Why would God give me a A on my test (when I was the one who studied for it???) and at the same time a little girl gets ganged raped or blown up by a bomb at church?
Sure, God may have his reasons, as many like to say.
However, Christians don't live any longer than non-christians. I have yet to see any correlation between prayer and better results in life.
All things happen in probabilities (even grades are a distribution, especially if graded on a curve). I see no influence or reason for influence from a deity to make those probabilities change as a result of prayer.