that's one thing i can't stand about Mental Health, Inc...they label people without anything to back it up (brain scans, blood work, etc.), and then if you disagree...you're in denial, or you're too sick to have insight, blah blah blah.
I mean, I take my Rx treatments, no big thing...I do better on meds than I do off, so its a rational decision...but I think the diagnoses are subjective, especially when you move from what they call "mental illnesses" to what they term "personality disorders." Who decides what a healthy, normal personality is? What if the person/patient is just having a rough time, or doesn't like the "expert" they're dealing with?
--sigh--
My official diagnosis is still (I think...) Bipolar I. The big problem is recurrent depression that, when it gets bad enough, involves voices and agitation. Another thing I don't like...I have on my record an episode of "severe, psychotic mania," but at that point in my life...I had serious physical health problems. I was malnourished, stressed out, hadn't been sleeping, had a poor relationship with my family, etc...so there were physical, non-psychiatric factors, plus the psychosocial problems, and...one set of doctors called it some kind of psychotic episode because of "severe npd." Apparently, they think I'm so NPD that I turn psychotic. The other doctors think its severe bipolar disorder, because some people labeled with bipolar disorder do experience psychosis now and then.
Who is right and who is wrong? They can spin it to match their diagnosis. Right now, people around here have basically voted me Schizophrenic (ahhh, group think), which in my case isn't a "diagnosis" so much as it is a role, a condemnation, an invalidation. "Move out into a trailer park if ya dont like round here!" Because...they labeled me "Schizophrenic." See where I'm going with this?
Can't complain too much. My people are now higher status (not rich, but...comfy, Praise God...) and they've forgiven me, so they're protecting me. I don't take much of their $$$, but I am thankful that they're higher status because I have a layer of protection from a cruel, harsh, hostile community...and the "professionals" from back in the day who would do horrible things to me (again) given the opportunity.
You know how mental health ppl will talk about how homeless people need treatment? I agree...some of them probably could do reasonably well on Rx treatments (plus adequate and safe housing, of course....), but...sometimes, Mental Health, Inc. --creates-- victims, too. At the 1st hospital I was in (private, over priced, rip off), the "treatment team" wanted to put me--age 20, freshly electroshocked, weak, etc.--into a homeless shelter. Because that's "therapeutic," apparently. My parents refused, and that's part of the reason these "professionals" went after me. Its about power, control, labeling, etc. "Help" ? I dunno about all that...