Oats here is a forum that I belong to, it is the largest Christian forums on the planet. I have been a member for about 6 years. So if you want to talk to people like you take a visit, we have forums for people who suffer with the same thing as you and they will help you, plus you can always talk to somebody over there. I myself am Bipolar, I do not suffer from it as bad as when I was doing street drugs, but we now know that Bipolarism runs in the family, so I am stuck with it. But when I was doing a lot of street drugs some years back, I would sometimes go into schizophrenic modes, so I know what they are like. But when I stopped the drugs that stopped, but the Bipolarism has not went anywhere it is just not has pronounced as it was before, sometimes I still feel like I need my Lithium or Zoloft, but I am doing great without it. But some people need to take their meds, I think you are just such a person, in some people there is no getting around it. Remember that these are God's medications, He let it's discovery come into the minds of man, for our benefit. But anyway go to this site, you will get a lot of help over there. And the good thing is this is a Christian site. In the Mental Health section you will find all of this. But one last thing, don't get me wrong, if I have to take my Lithium I will do so, I have no problem with that. Just because we are Christians it does not mean that we are exempt. Now God can remove it if he wants to, but sometimes he does not, for reasons unknown, sometimes. But He put the medications here for us.
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