I watched a video about the rapture and how there won't be one and now I'm scared....I don't want to suffer through the tribulation! And possibly commit the 2nd unforgivable sin! (taking the mark of the beast) Please somebody help me I don't wanna..have endless nights!
1 John 4:16-19
16 We have come to know and have believed the love which God has for us. God is love, and the one who abides in love abides in God, and God abides in him.
17 By this, love is perfected with us, so that we may have confidence in the day of judgment; because as He is, so also are we in this world.
18 There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear, because fear involves punishment, and the one who fears is not perfected in love.
19 We love, because He first loved us.
DoaWK1992, do you know and believe God loves you? It doesn't sound like it. Your posts about fearing this, or that, indicate that you aren't well-settled into the incredible, faithful, unshakeable love that God has for you. Part of the result of not being confident and secure in God's awesome love for you is that you won't love Him in return. How do you love someone who terrifies you?
God doesn't want to be your wrathful Judge; He wants to be your loving heavenly Father. He's gone to great and awful lengths to show you that this is so: He sacrificed His own Son for your sake, so that you might be able to enjoy daily, intimate communion with Himself. Surely, this should show you that God loves you and that you can rest in the fact that He does.
God's not like us; He love for us is rock-solid; it doesn't cool when we're sinful and heat up when we're obeying Him well. Remember, God loved us enough to sacrifice His Son for us
when we were still sinners!
Romans 5:6-8
6 For while we were still helpless, at the right time Christ died for the ungodly.
7 For one will hardly die for a righteous man; though perhaps for the good man someone would dare even to die.
8 But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.
You can trust a God who loves you like this. Yes, He absolutely hates our sin, but this doesn't stop Him from loving us still and doing all He can to move us toward Himself, the Greatest Thing in all the universe.
Until you start trusting that God really loves you, and rest confident in this truth, fear will continue to plague you. And this fear will keep you from enjoying God as He wants you to do.
This might be a bit hard to understand, but your fear is actually a kind of self-centeredness, a sort of selfishness. You're afraid for
yourself, right? You're concerned about what might happen to
you. But the more we have our eyes on ourselves, the more we're occupied with us, the less clearly we see God, the more crowded from view He is. We can't look in two directions at once; we can't be staring at ourselves, fearful of what might harm us, and have our eyes fixed on God, too.
God didn't make you to be self-centered. He made you to know Him, to love Him, to enjoy Him and to glorify Him. This is why you exist. And when this is how you are in your daily living, you will enjoy the deepest, richest, most wonderful kind of life possible. Being focused on yourself so much that you become constantly anxious and see God as a terrible threat rather than as your Heavenly Father who loves you more than you can ever fully understand, will keep you from the life for which God made you. It will also, as you're discovering, make you miserable and afraid.
So, will you begin to live in the truth of God's love for you, meeting your fearful thoughts and feelings with the truth that He does? Every time you grow afraid, will you tell yourself the truth of God's word, that God loves you so much He sent His only Son to die for you (
John 3:16)? When anxiety grips you, will you stand by faith on the truth that God will never leave you nor forsake you (
Hebrews 13:5), that nothing can separate you from His love (
Romans 8:35-39), that nothing can pluck you out of Christ's hand (
John 10:27-29)? This is the way to win free of fear and begin to enjoy the peace and rest of God.