Christ_empowered
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My self-esteem was annihilated before I became a Christian. Psychiatrists are good at that, lol.
Anyway, so I was reading...and I stumbled upon this little gem. The idea is that Christians don't need/want "self-esteem," we need "Christ-esteem." We are to die daily and focus not on our flesh, but on Christ who lives in us. I thought that was very insightful.
And...I'm happy to report...it works. I mean, the more I remind myself that "It is no longer I who lives, but Christ who lives in me," the better off I am. I used to wake up, haunted by voices, mostly about my past. Still happens to an extent, but there are fewer voices, they're not as overpowering, the whole experience is less overwhelming. I'm actually able to study and do things, and not worry not so much about what's going on around me.
Meanwhile...this concept, Christ-esteem, has changed my perspective on things. I'm getting better about actually doing things, whether I feel like it or not, because I'm called to do my work "as unto The Lord." Not that I was the laziest person ever before, just...years of social isolation and the resulting idleness did a number of any work ethic I may have had pre-crazy. I'm actually improving, now, and...
...I'm doing it by thinking more of Christ, less of me. I'm also thinking more of other people now, which is good, too. I'm increasingly realizing that, in the flesh, I can't do a whole lot. Some people are well-adjusted and such before they become Christians. I wasn't, lol. I think people who were particularly wretched before Christ saved them/us are especially appreciative of His goodness and understand (more easily) that "all good thing come from The Lord."
So...yeah...I like this concept, I think its Biblical and insightful, and I thought I'd share it with everyone. I guess this is a Praise report...
Anyway, so I was reading...and I stumbled upon this little gem. The idea is that Christians don't need/want "self-esteem," we need "Christ-esteem." We are to die daily and focus not on our flesh, but on Christ who lives in us. I thought that was very insightful.
And...I'm happy to report...it works. I mean, the more I remind myself that "It is no longer I who lives, but Christ who lives in me," the better off I am. I used to wake up, haunted by voices, mostly about my past. Still happens to an extent, but there are fewer voices, they're not as overpowering, the whole experience is less overwhelming. I'm actually able to study and do things, and not worry not so much about what's going on around me.
Meanwhile...this concept, Christ-esteem, has changed my perspective on things. I'm getting better about actually doing things, whether I feel like it or not, because I'm called to do my work "as unto The Lord." Not that I was the laziest person ever before, just...years of social isolation and the resulting idleness did a number of any work ethic I may have had pre-crazy. I'm actually improving, now, and...
...I'm doing it by thinking more of Christ, less of me. I'm also thinking more of other people now, which is good, too. I'm increasingly realizing that, in the flesh, I can't do a whole lot. Some people are well-adjusted and such before they become Christians. I wasn't, lol. I think people who were particularly wretched before Christ saved them/us are especially appreciative of His goodness and understand (more easily) that "all good thing come from The Lord."
So...yeah...I like this concept, I think its Biblical and insightful, and I thought I'd share it with everyone. I guess this is a Praise report...