[__ Prayer __] Control….

[Christ_empowered]

Me yet again lol

I think what frightens me about the taunting etc around me is that people…people I don’t even know…seem to think they have a right to control me.

My parents are my support system. People routinely say his parents cannot help him and he has to obey his conservator and…

Ugh I’m labeled with schizophrenia. It is what it is. I thankfully don’t have a guardian or conservator. I’m also a voluntary outpatient at a community mental health clinic. No injections no court ordered treatment just med checks and occasional counseling. And…

I haven’t been in a hospital in over 16 years now. Never been in a state hospital. 2 hospitalizations each in a different private facility. And…

I have so much brain damage from the involuntary electroshock etc that I probably shouldn’t be alive. God is merciful. I have an estimated 140-150 iq, although I do wonder how they come up with estimates?

No crisis looms or anything as best I can tell. It’s more like…I’ve been saved and set free (indeed!), and I suppose this is somewhat predictable pushback? And…

In Christ I am doing life better. It’s these creepy taunts on loop …he needs to move into a group home he shouldn’t have gotten probation he is nothing special he’s got a guardian he has a conservator…

Creepy. Plus I found 2 out of state addresses on my credit report….2 different states never even been in either ever. Ok so those are gone now thank goodness .

I’m less afraid than in times past it’s now more…does it ever end? Whoever is in the upstairs unit…it’s for sale…they taunt me during the day and night and then they woke me up from a nap .

I dunno anyway thanks

 

[KatieKatt]

I am so happy you are doing better through Christ! Praise Jesus! I will certainly keep you in my prayers.

 

[for_his_glory]

For anxiety issues that taunt you the answer is found in Psalms 91

 

[Christ_empowered]

Thanks

It’s…unnerving…to have people I don’t know talking about me insulting me etc. but…

Honestly?!? I think it’s because I’m in a modest strata of mainstream society despite my past sins etc.

I’m thinking it would be 100x worse in a group home.

 

[Christ_empowered]

I think a lot of the taunting etc is deliberate. Wayward mental patients are subjected to punishment. It…basically slavery behind a facade of behavior modification. And I’m beginning to wonder if it will ever end…

 

[for_his_glory]

You just keep hanging on to God and let the world do what it's going to do as judgement day will come.

Psalms 91 and Ephesians 6:10-19 keep these scriptures in your heart as the enemy will always try to attack.

 

[Christ_empowered]

This is true…

Thanks