Christ_empowered
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- Oct 23, 2010
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Suspend your disbelief…
In a very real sense my dreams have come true. More importantly this is the work of God in my life. I got truly saved over 10 years ago on bond facing a felony. I ended up with a serious misdemeanor and probation…
Now? I’m remarkably…whole. I know I write about having a high iq estimate. It isn’t pride or at least I don’t think
it is..
I was a slow burnout for a while in large part because of psychiatry. Not that I was blameless or sinless just…wow. So now I’m healthy and smart and have my long suffering parents in my life and a good place to live and…
People openly taunt me. One day in ALDI it got so intense I was afraid someone might get physically aggressive with me. This isn’t a pity party
it’s…
Well I think
it’s the pushback against God’s work in my life and my parents lives too.
I think now that when God blesses a believer this side of heaven maybe this sort of junk happens? Not the same for everyone but pushback nonetheless. Moving on…
Even my dad has warmed up to me. I think I needed the high iq to make him forgive me lol
I supposedly started at 120 dipped to 95 and I’m now in the 140 to 150 range. God’s timing is perfect so….
Did I mention I wanted to be a genius? Before the dark years…
Strange dream to have I suppose
Sorry to ramble. At least I’m using my phone
so it won’t turn epic and I can add in fun emoji 
But yeah…
I’m thinking
now that I’m doing better than I feel I am mostly…
And a lot of this is just a mix of pushback and the way the world
works. Nearly 40 now labeled schizophrenic living a decent modest lifestyle and healthy etc…
Sad thing? I hung out with a do called mental patient once a couple of years ago. Not fun. It’s…the poverty the labels
the inability to do much of anything really…
I have the label but lots of freedom. I think that alone is enough to set some people off…
At any rate please pray
for my parents and me. Thanks 
In a very real sense my dreams have come true. More importantly this is the work of God in my life. I got truly saved over 10 years ago on bond facing a felony. I ended up with a serious misdemeanor and probation…
Now? I’m remarkably…whole. I know I write about having a high iq estimate. It isn’t pride or at least I don’t think
it is..I was a slow burnout for a while in large part because of psychiatry. Not that I was blameless or sinless just…wow. So now I’m healthy and smart and have my long suffering parents in my life and a good place to live and…
People openly taunt me. One day in ALDI it got so intense I was afraid someone might get physically aggressive with me. This isn’t a pity party
it’s…Well I think
it’s the pushback against God’s work in my life and my parents lives too. I think
now that when God blesses a believer this side of heaven maybe this sort of junk happens? Not the same for everyone but pushback nonetheless. Moving on…Even my dad has warmed up to me. I think I needed the high iq to make him forgive me lol
I supposedly started at 120 dipped to 95 and I’m now in the 140 to 150 range. God’s timing is perfect so….Did I mention I wanted to be a genius? Before the dark years…
Strange dream to have I suppose
Sorry to ramble. At least I’m using my phone
so it won’t turn epic and I can add in fun emoji But yeah…
I’m thinking
now that I’m doing better than I feel I am mostly…And a lot of this is just a mix of pushback and the way the world
works. Nearly 40 now labeled schizophrenic living a decent modest lifestyle and healthy etc…Sad thing? I hung out with a do called mental patient once a couple of years ago. Not fun. It’s…the poverty the labels
the inability to do much of anything really…I have the label
but lots of freedom. I think that alone is enough to set some people off…At any rate please pray
for my parents and me. Thanks