Truth that aligns with what you want to believe or the truth of Jesus Christ. Because no offense but I find it hard to reconcile some of your theories with Christian doctrine, are you not a Christian or what?with the truth
Actually I'm not surprised, Darwin wasn't a stop believer until his wife got sick and died, and since God didn't do what Darwin wanted him to do which is keep his wife alive, he went full-blown atheist.You would probably be surprised that Darwin considered God to be the Creator, and wrote that God just created the first living things.
A fate that a lot of people do when God doesn't show up and be the magical Santa Claus genie, that does everything they do want him to do, that they wish for him to be.