[__ Prayer __] Does it ever stop?

[Christ_empowered]

First…praise! God is Good. God is Love. What’s happening now is nothing vs what could be happening and I think it’s largely in response to what God has done in my life.

So it’s deliberate pressure. People are yelling about me near me place…stomping upstairs…

And it’s a quiet decent modest neighborhood nearly 11:30 at night. Downside…this is rough and it probably means a lot of people want me out of here. Upside: this nonsense kind of explains the other stuff that has happened…

It’s not just 1 or 2 people. I really am an outcast and..? At least I’m getting my mail, even though most of it is junk. It’s my junk!

I’ve lived here for 5 years now. 5 years. The junk has waxed and waned. Once people were yelling calling me a welfare bum at both the front and back of my apartment. Eek I’m labeled with schizophrenia and my parents bought this place 5 years ago.

Im handling it better in Christ. Something about my counselor seemed oddly…sinister…the last time I saw him. Ugh I only see him every 8 weeks so I don’t see the need for mind games but I’m beginning to think that’s all the talking section of the mental health industry is about anyway. So there’s that…

I have good health and good place to live and good parents and I’m relearning how to cook good food and…

God is Good

I ask that you pray for the others involved. Maybe they think I’m dangerous? I’ve been drug free for over 10 years now and all I have on my record is a bad misdemeanor as a result of a plea deal…

Simmering….down…lol

I have to live somewhere. I’m blessed to live here. I’m getting frustrated but I know Jesus Christ will be with me…

Thank you

 

[Christ_empowered]

So today was good and some noise and such but…

God is Good

I’ve been blessed throughout which makes it easier. I’m also of sound mind which…wow…major blessing also makes it easier.

I dunno the intensity of contempt is part of what gets to me at times. I don’t know hardly anyone locally now. Side note…it was alienating at first to be in my hometown area as a hated outsider…

But now I’m dealing with it better in Christ. And…honestly?!?!…

People are overrated lol I mean I can do love for people in Christ but that’s different from being buddy buddy. It’s as if everyone is colder now and angrier too…

Except for Gods people..,

 

[daninthelionsden]

So today was good and some noise and such but…

God is Good

I’ve been blessed throughout which makes it easier. I’m also of sound mind which…wow…major blessing also makes it easier.

I dunno the intensity of contempt is part of what gets to me at times. I don’t know hardly anyone locally now. Side note…it was alienating at first to be in my hometown area as a hated outsider…

But now I’m dealing with it better in Christ. And…honestly?!?!…

People are overrated lol I mean I can do love for people in Christ but that’s different from being buddy buddy. It’s as if everyone is colder now and angrier too…

Except for Gods people..,

We had a new one happen to us. The El Salvadoran clan that owns most of the houses on this street pulled a stunt that we're not sure what to make of. We have a field game camera pointed down the street. We live near the end of a dead-end street. Someone from the clan owned houses set empty water/chip containers on our curb just behind where the camera is pointed. Another clan member walked up and filmed herself picking up the trash containers(the two empty containers) and said "better pick these up.....could be poison in them". They planted them and they filmed themselves picking them up, making that strange comment. Why film it? Are we being painted as planting poison on the street????
I really feel for you CE, this having to tolerate these ruthless hounds of hell is more than many could handle. Does it help that we know we're being baited to evoke a response they desire? Some maybe. Not blindly surprised anymore, just amazed at what lengths these people will go to for their blood money.

 

[evenifigoalone]

People are overrated

I feel this more and more

 

[Christ_empowered]

More deliberate pressure. I thought about it and…could be infinitely worse. My life had been ruined and now 10 years into knowing Jesus Christ I’m healthy and normal and all theee things have been added unto me…

In the context of a ruined life in a fallen world . It’s just the level of unending cruelty and…

People really are overrated. Scripture says 2 are better than 1 not a group of friends and now I see why. Some dudes…strangers to me…tried to pick a fight w me at a chain convenience store. Ridiculous. Memories have been restored from the involuntary shock etc and…

It’s always been this way and I don’t know why. I’m healthy now no longer even homely or short or anything…

And I get that people in the world see the old me no matter what God does on my behalf…

But I moved back to this area over 20 years ago and this is revving up its waxing more intense and…? I keep a low profile I dress reasonably well no drugs no arrests In over 10 years…

I don’t get it lol

 

[daninthelionsden]

More deliberate pressure. I thought about it and…could be infinitely worse. My life had been ruined and now 10 years into knowing Jesus Christ I’m healthy and normal and all theee things have been added unto me…

In the context of a ruined life in a fallen world . It’s just the level of unending cruelty and…

People really are overrated. Scripture says 2 are better than 1 not a group of friends and now I see why. Some dudes…strangers to me…tried to pick a fight w me at a chain convenience store. Ridiculous. Memories have been restored from the involuntary shock etc and…

It’s always been this way and I don’t know why. I’m healthy now no longer even homely or short or anything…

And I get that people in the world see the old me no matter what God does on my behalf…

But I moved back to this area over 20 years ago and this is revving up its waxing more intense and…? I keep a low profile I dress reasonably well no drugs no arrests In over 10 years…

I don’t get it lol

If it's like it is here, they're being paid to do this.