Christ_empowered
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ugh. it gets tiring. and...its also somewhat complicated. ive been targeted...by mental health ppl...and that's actually not too rare. see, back in the day, i was from a 'rinky dink middle class family' (other peoples' words) and they had good insurance on me. mix low status with good insurance and a confused 17-20 year old and what do you get? huge bills, fraud, and brain damage.
ok. so, now, im 34. i live in a small, nice place my parents were able to purchase. they were upwardly mobile. mama's retired, got her pension, and...she's outta there! seriously: I'm thankful she's retired. dad's still going strong, i think he just doesn't wanna get bored, plus he's at the tail end of his upward trajectory, etc. etc. etc...rambling...
so, ive been targeted. i pursued legal action against a psych because i got hooked on some psych drugs that were prescribed when i was in my late teens. the big, big deal (to me) was that i was then blamed for the whole thing, because...that's how 'mental patients' are really treated. if a doctor prescribes, say, xanax...and then you develop an addiction...expect more bills for 'treatment,' plus labels: 'personality disorder' (cuz that's what makes people get addicted....apparently...its shrink-logic....) and 'punishment,' in the form of draconian treatment, more toxic psych drugs, etc. blah.
so, yeah. i prolly shouldn't have pursued legal action, but i did. i wanted freedom. didn't happen then...things just got worse...but now, 6 years into my Walk with The Lord, I have freedom. i have my parents, i have my place, im even now healthy, and...God is Good, basically.
i hear voices that are replays of things that came before. when i say ive been targeted by psych ppl, i mean inside and outside of treatment. involuntary shock, involuntary brain operations (no, really), insurance fraud, confidentiality violations, and even public ridicule and humiliation. so...
last night, i heard voices, the usual stuff...replays, etc. could be real...there's a dude in my building who is openly antagonistic towards me, and i dont even know him. could be replays. could be both, of course. and so...
once again, im asking for some prayers and support, just...for my safety, my parents' safety+well being, and for an end to all the psych oppression...
Thanks.
ok. so, now, im 34. i live in a small, nice place my parents were able to purchase. they were upwardly mobile. mama's retired, got her pension, and...she's outta there! seriously: I'm thankful she's retired. dad's still going strong, i think he just doesn't wanna get bored, plus he's at the tail end of his upward trajectory, etc. etc. etc...rambling...
so, ive been targeted. i pursued legal action against a psych because i got hooked on some psych drugs that were prescribed when i was in my late teens. the big, big deal (to me) was that i was then blamed for the whole thing, because...that's how 'mental patients' are really treated. if a doctor prescribes, say, xanax...and then you develop an addiction...expect more bills for 'treatment,' plus labels: 'personality disorder' (cuz that's what makes people get addicted....apparently...its shrink-logic....) and 'punishment,' in the form of draconian treatment, more toxic psych drugs, etc. blah.
so, yeah. i prolly shouldn't have pursued legal action, but i did. i wanted freedom. didn't happen then...things just got worse...but now, 6 years into my Walk with The Lord, I have freedom. i have my parents, i have my place, im even now healthy, and...God is Good, basically.
i hear voices that are replays of things that came before. when i say ive been targeted by psych ppl, i mean inside and outside of treatment. involuntary shock, involuntary brain operations (no, really), insurance fraud, confidentiality violations, and even public ridicule and humiliation. so...
last night, i heard voices, the usual stuff...replays, etc. could be real...there's a dude in my building who is openly antagonistic towards me, and i dont even know him. could be replays. could be both, of course. and so...
once again, im asking for some prayers and support, just...for my safety, my parents' safety+well being, and for an end to all the psych oppression...
Thanks.