Now considering that whining and sarcasm are my Spiritual gifts...dunno what exactly I am going to do in Heaven...but it doesn't foretell really like a positive role up there now does it?
Interesting that you bring this up, as I have also had similar thoughts & feelings...
The way I see it, I don't possess any heavenly skills nor can comprehend what possible position I may be suited for in the Kingdom.
Isaiah 55:8-9
8 For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith the Lord.
9 For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts.../
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I take comfort in this for my inadequacies and lack of comprehension of where I fit in, in heaven...oh wretched man that I am.
Unworthy, carnal, stupid, yet wonderfully created spiritual being, that don't even know how to live as one! I would certainly die without God... What to do?
waitaminute... That's how He rolls ie, who He wants! Scripture tells us, we won't understand, He has a plan and is doing something, and that, if we'll just have faith & trust in Him, follow Him...that we'll learn patience, endurance, compassion, and charity, etc...those qualities of character that we will need at our station of life in heaven.
In fact, the character of each person is uniquely suited for what his or her station will be, i bet. So that's OK that I don't get it right now.
I'm sure that, in that twinkling of an eye where we'll be changed, that we'll receive a lot, but that doesn't mean that I shouldn't press forward now either, into whatever He places before me. No matter how insignificant or unworthy I might feel.
Or so it seems to me. :wink