Hello there everyone

[AbsolutelyDarling]

Age:19
Name: It starts with an E lol
Color: pink <3
Gender: girl

I'm not really sure what I should say. I've come here beacuse I think I might want a relationship with God again. At the moment I'm feeling kind of lost and afraid, and I have a hard time talking to people(real life poeple) about my feelings. I just want to find myself again, I think the only way I can do that is if I find God again. I've done things that I didn't want to do...that dosn't matter though since I did them. I have really come to hate the person that I've become...so I just sat and thought who was I before this? And then I remebered I was God's child. I want that person back, but she's gone; I ruined her.

I can't forgive myself, can God?
I don't know if I even know if I beieve in God any more...but I wat to...or I do...or do I still have faith? I'm just super confused. arg.

I hope there are many open minded poeple here, right now I'm a mess.

 

[Mike]

Welcome to CFnet, E, AKA, AD! :waving

I'm happy to hear you're seeking He Who has been Calling you. :yes

 

[tooblessed]

Hello Absolutely,

You're doing the right thing seeking God - when all else fails, try Jesus ... ...

 

[PouringRain]

Welcome to the forum.

You are still God's child! Don't think of yourself as having ruined who you once were. God will forgive you. Ask him and turn from the sins. Make who you have become, a thing of the past. It is not to late to turn back to God and allow him to wash you clean.

 

[Tailgunner]

I've done things that I didn't want to do...that dosn't matter though since I did them. I have really come to hate the person that I've become...so I just sat and thought who was I before this? And then I remebered I was God's child. I want that person back, but she's gone; I ruined her.

I can't forgive myself, can God?
I don't know if I even know if I beieve in God any more...but I wat to...or I do...or do I still have faith? I'm just super confused. arg.

I hope there are many open minded poeple here, right now I'm a mess.

AD, welcome to the group, and I hope you find good fellowship here. It's my sincere wish that you find the peace with God that you're looking for, because He can put you back together. Many of us have been low before, but as David said in Psalm 51:17 "A broken and contrite heart, O God, You will not despise". He won't turn you away.

My best wishes and prayers to you, and I'm sure anyone here will be more than glad to help you in any way possible. Again, welcome.

TG