Jgem
Member
Hello. I am a middle aged woman who is pretty lost right now. I grew up going to a Baptist Church with my Grandparents when I was young but really haven't practiced any faith on a regular basis for over 20 years. I occassionally go to a fundamentalist baptist church with my daughter and her family but never really feel comfortable. I am not sure what I believe anymore. I pray, I try to do the right things, I give of myself when I can, I have worked hard and supported my family, etc...
I am having a hard time in my life right now and I want so badly to believe that God is watching over me but I have doubts and to be honest I don't even know where to start. I don't feel comfortable going into crowds of people that I don't know by myself and that is the reason I haven't been part of a church of any kind. The two churches I have been to with others (a Four Square church and Fundamentalist Baptist) just don't seem right to me.
I want God in my life but I don't know where to start. I have read some scriptures but don't know how they apply to life. I know this may sound strange but it's the way it is. Can I get guidance here?
I am having a hard time in my life right now and I want so badly to believe that God is watching over me but I have doubts and to be honest I don't even know where to start. I don't feel comfortable going into crowds of people that I don't know by myself and that is the reason I haven't been part of a church of any kind. The two churches I have been to with others (a Four Square church and Fundamentalist Baptist) just don't seem right to me.
I want God in my life but I don't know where to start. I have read some scriptures but don't know how they apply to life. I know this may sound strange but it's the way it is. Can I get guidance here?