new zealand girl
Member
Hi there! My name is Jenna and I'm from New Zealand.
I'm looking forward to exploring the community and growing my Christian faith.
I was 12 when my parents decided they wanted to go to church and I loved it so much. I joined the music team and youthgroup and loved it, until the church got a new minister. He was always talking about hell. At one youthgroup camp, he asked us all to close our eyes and imagine those we love burning in hell - he was very graphic about describing it to us all, some young children only 12 years old! I remember being so scared of going to hell I would physically punish myself for sinning, believing God's forgivness wasn't enough.
Long story short, I left the church and tried to push God out of my life, unable to love the One I was terrified of. Until I met my boyfriend and his parents. They are the most gentle, loving Christians and have shown me that God is more than punishment. My boyfriend and I have joined a church and I pray God will open my heart to accept Him fully, without fear.
I look forward to meeting you all!!!