Hi guys Im back kinda

[PrimFinallyFoundGod!]

Firstly I want to apologise to everyone for a couple posts I made. I have bad mental health and sometimes it leaks into my communication with people during heightened times of stress but that is absolutely no excuse. I'm very sorry and next time I start to feel this way I won't post on here but instead speak to the mental health team. I appreciate all the support I've received here in regards to this as well as my faith as a new Christian.

I did want to be away for longer as I'm not exactly better but I miss the community and I think I can be more responsible with what I post, not being TMI and focusing more on God.

I have really aggressive neighbours and a situation that means I'm temporarily trapped here. In the last few weeks it has escalated to multiple times a day and I feel really scared just being here. If I left and went to the housing authority they would consider me voluntarily homeless which is the only reason I'm still here.

On a positive note though, God is answering my prayers. He is helping to speed up my partners recovery as he has relapsed with his physical illness again and got another infection, I have been praying over him nightly and he joins in. He is even answering my prayer to help my partner grow in his own faith. Tonight I was feeling particularly low as a result of the ongoing neighbour situation so my partner prayed over ME and he led it. He reassured me he wasn't pretending and was genuinely talking to the Lord because when I tell him why I'm faithful it has actually been resonating with him. He chose of his own accord to do the prayer. I was amazed and felt instantly better, I'm obviously happy my partner is clearly growing in faith slowly, but also feeling the Holy Spirit at work. He is answering me and here for me even though things seem bad now, I'm not alone

I've been trying to do a special diet for my health but this trauma keeps making me binge. I'm sad but I'm trusting in God that this suffering is temporary. I truly believe when we leave this dreadful house I will recover.

We are over halfway now towards the required amount of money we need to private rent!!! Isn't that amazing??

Based on the truth and on God's love, I am trying to see the good in things (him) and have more faith things will improve (pun intended lol)

My heart is also with the nashville kids who lost their lives. 9 years is no age at all. They're in heaven now with the father and no longer suffering. The killer is surely in hell now. Justice may not always be served on Earth but it certainly is after life on Earth.

So I just wanted to update on some stuff, apologise for my baggage spilling into my posts before and say hello!

 

[Hidden In Him]

On a positive note though, God is answering my prayers. He is helping to speed up my partners recovery as he has relapsed with his physical illness again and got another infection, I have been praying over him nightly and he joins in. He is even answering my prayer to help my partner grow in his own faith. Tonight I was feeling particularly low as a result of the ongoing neighbour situation so my partner prayed over ME and he led it. He reassured me he wasn't pretending and was genuinely talking to the Lord because when I tell him why I'm faithful it has actually been resonating with him. He chose of his own accord to do the prayer. I was amazed and felt instantly better, I'm obviously happy my partner is clearly growing in faith slowly, but also feeling the Holy Spirit at work. He is answering me and here for me even though things seem bad now, I'm not alone

That's wonderful news. Persevere in Faith, and I mean both of you. Satan might try to increase the pressure on you two to break, but if you unite together in Him, you may become an unbreakable bond, and at that point nothing would be impossible for either of you.

So glad to hear about you doing well, in spite of things. Endure, stay in faith, and continue to see God do miracles in your life.

Your friend,
- H

 

[Lalas]

Welcome back, Prim! Praying for you and your partner during these stressful times. Praying that God will give you and your partner a financial breakthrough so you can leave that place soon. May God continually give you strength and protection while you are staying there.

"Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be frightened, and do not be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go." (Joshua 1:9)

 

[Riven]

Hey, Prim. It's good to see you posting again. Sorry to hear about the neighbor situation. I hope you two can get out of there soon.

 

[Highway54]

Firstly I want to apologise to everyone for a couple posts I made. I have bad mental health and sometimes it leaks into my communication with people during heightened times of stress but that is absolutely no excuse. I'm very sorry and next time I start to feel this way I won't post on here but instead speak to the mental health team. I appreciate all the support I've received here in regards to this as well as my faith as a new Christian.

I did want to be away for longer as I'm not exactly better but I miss the community and I think I can be more responsible with what I post, not being TMI and focusing more on God.

I have really aggressive neighbours and a situation that means I'm temporarily trapped here. In the last few weeks it has escalated to multiple times a day and I feel really scared just being here. If I left and went to the housing authority they would consider me voluntarily homeless which is the only reason I'm still here.

On a positive note though, God is answering my prayers. He is helping to speed up my partners recovery as he has relapsed with his physical illness again and got another infection, I have been praying over him nightly and he joins in. He is even answering my prayer to help my partner grow in his own faith. Tonight I was feeling particularly low as a result of the ongoing neighbour situation so my partner prayed over ME and he led it. He reassured me he wasn't pretending and was genuinely talking to the Lord because when I tell him why I'm faithful it has actually been resonating with him. He chose of his own accord to do the prayer. I was amazed and felt instantly better, I'm obviously happy my partner is clearly growing in faith slowly, but also feeling the Holy Spirit at work. He is answering me and here for me even though things seem bad now, I'm not alone

I've been trying to do a special diet for my health but this trauma keeps making me binge. I'm sad but I'm trusting in God that this suffering is temporary. I truly believe when we leave this dreadful house I will recover.

We are over halfway now towards the required amount of money we need to private rent!!! Isn't that amazing??

Based on the truth and on God's love, I am trying to see the good in things (him) and have more faith things will improve (pun intended lol)

My heart is also with the nashville kids who lost their lives. 9 years is no age at all. They're in heaven now with the father and no longer suffering. The killer is surely in hell now. Justice may not always be served on Earth but it certainly is after life on Earth.

So I just wanted to update on some stuff, apologise for my baggage spilling into my posts before and say hello!

Welcome back maam, no apologies necessary for being human, we all say things we wish we would have kept to ourselves. Christianity is recognizing our shortcomings and doing our utmost to press one to maturity.

 

[for_his_glory]

Glad you took the time off to pray and think about everything. You and your fiancé keep growing stronger in the Lord together being equally yoked together with Christ being in the center of your lives and you will have a great marriage.

See ya around

 

[evenifigoalone]

Haven't been terribly active here myself, but glad you're sticking around

 

[Riven]

Haven't been terribly active here myself, but glad you're sticking around

Me, too. And I jyst want to say that I think your drawings are really cool. I used to draw pictures of the Titanic when I was in school. I was pretty good at drawing but those days have passed.

Still, I think everyone should gave a creative outlet. It's good for the soul.

 

[GodsGrace]

Hi Prim
Things are sounding bad but good.
Try to concentrate on the good.
I go through this too, I think we all do.
Learn God's ways ( which you are doing ) and stay with Him forever.
Blessings
Good to have you back.