Oh no... you are fine.
I was thinking that if there were more that made Christ their primary identity....things would be radically different.
On this subject as a teenager I went to an open brethren church. A couple came from South Africa and shared. It was shocking to hear him describe africans as lazy and incapable of work.
What he may have been unaware of was the effects of education and opportunity within the social group they come from. Dreams and ideas are powerful things, and if you believe in the aspirations taught in schools, the wonder of knowledge and discovery, how it changes whole societies and social structures, that one person can literally change the world, that dream is very powerful. If on the other hand your whole life is constrained and limited, and literally all you know is poverty and toil without any solution, what motivation is there in the young people?
After our education system gets people to a degree level of education, often the picture of what society is and what it can be, starts to take shape. It is easy to take this privilege for granted, and how emotional collapse in your personal relationships can be truly devastating.
I spent time travelling with OM and the book ship ministry. What becomes apparent is the difficulties each culture has and the opportunities people have within them. For instance I have 3 kids, all have gone to university, entered into professions. Me and my wife are graduates who believe in knowledge and the power of opportunity, though we have little money, we have found a good niche and had a good life together. Our society gave the opportunity to learn with a good home life, supporting them, they have blossomed. But I know this is a blessing from the Lord and knowing emotional trauma is unbelievable debilitating, which our kids have avoided. God bless you
In London it is amazing how multi-cultural the society has become, with possibly 50% of the kids coming from non-english parents. But still you find some very racist people and groups, which is a wonder how on earth this comes about.