Hi Everyone
Just joined this forum! I am hoping to meet some really great people, I have recently moved to a new province and town and there doesn't seem to be any people that I can connect with on a spiritual level.
Life has been really bad lately and I am trying to make sense of what's going on right now. I am a christian, I accepted Jesus into my life at a very young age coming from a religious upbringing.
In the last few years I have followed my own way of life, depending on my own decisions and making endless mistakes. I feel like nothing makes sense anymore and I am scared and confused. I know that God loves me and I want a real relationship with him again. I feel like I have sinned so much and that there is no turning back anymore, Is there a point where God decides that you are a hopeless case? Is there still salvation for me even after everything that I have done?
The thing is, I do want to be a loyal servant of God, I love God and I am in awe of what he has done for me in the past in spite of all my mistakes and sin. I know that Jesus died on Calvary for my sins and I know that the holy spirit is present here on earth as the helper. I just feel like I have caused too much damage in my life. I have repented and I have asked God for forgiveness, I still struggle daily with things from my past that I am trying to get rid off but I know that I am only human.
I hope that there are some good people that I can meet to share my feelings with, I am certain that God will send someone on my path that will help.
Greetings in Christ.
Julius
Just joined this forum! I am hoping to meet some really great people, I have recently moved to a new province and town and there doesn't seem to be any people that I can connect with on a spiritual level.
Life has been really bad lately and I am trying to make sense of what's going on right now. I am a christian, I accepted Jesus into my life at a very young age coming from a religious upbringing.
In the last few years I have followed my own way of life, depending on my own decisions and making endless mistakes. I feel like nothing makes sense anymore and I am scared and confused. I know that God loves me and I want a real relationship with him again. I feel like I have sinned so much and that there is no turning back anymore, Is there a point where God decides that you are a hopeless case? Is there still salvation for me even after everything that I have done?
The thing is, I do want to be a loyal servant of God, I love God and I am in awe of what he has done for me in the past in spite of all my mistakes and sin. I know that Jesus died on Calvary for my sins and I know that the holy spirit is present here on earth as the helper. I just feel like I have caused too much damage in my life. I have repented and I have asked God for forgiveness, I still struggle daily with things from my past that I am trying to get rid off but I know that I am only human.
I hope that there are some good people that I can meet to share my feelings with, I am certain that God will send someone on my path that will help.
Greetings in Christ.
Julius
