helpmeplease
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- Jan 30, 2023
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I know this gets posted often but I really am concerned I committed it. I was baptised a year ago, and was deeply
blessed by God - however, as I was used to chaos in my life I started to get suspicious about the blessings and started rebelling against the will of God; it got to the point where I received a vision from my Holy Spirit and many promptings, but I still did not heed its warnings. One day I heard a prompting that it would leave forever if I did not follow it, and I brought it up with a priest who told me to put it aside. I was torn between following my Spirit or the priest and at the last moment I felt it leave; I honestly consulted a priest about this again after it happened and the priest told me to put it aside, and I actually verbally agreed with the priest that it was from a questionable source when deep in my heart I knew it was very likely from my Spirit. Since then I’ve felt empty evil and soulless and have been having trouble feeling any emotion. I am deeply remorseful for having ignored my Spirit’s promptings.. is there any hope at all for me to turn back to Christ???
blessed by God - however, as I was used to chaos in my life I started to get suspicious about the blessings and started rebelling against the will of God; it got to the point where I received a vision from my Holy Spirit and many promptings, but I still did not heed its warnings. One day I heard a prompting that it would leave forever if I did not follow it, and I brought it up with a priest who told me to put it aside. I was torn between following my Spirit or the priest and at the last moment I felt it leave; I honestly consulted a priest about this again after it happened and the priest told me to put it aside, and I actually verbally agreed with the priest that it was from a questionable source when deep in my heart I knew it was very likely from my Spirit. Since then I’ve felt empty evil and soulless and have been having trouble feeling any emotion. I am deeply remorseful for having ignored my Spirit’s promptings.. is there any hope at all for me to turn back to Christ???