I know this gets posted often but I really am concerned I committed it. I was baptised a year ago, and was deeply
blessed by God - however, as I was used to chaos in my life I started to get suspicious about the blessings and started rebelling against the will of God; it got to the point where I received a vision from my Holy Spirit and many promptings, but I still did not heed its warnings. One day I heard a prompting that it would leave forever if I did not follow it, and I brought it up with a priest who told me to put it aside. I was torn between following my Spirit or the priest and at the last moment I felt it leave; I honestly consulted a priest about this again after it happened and the priest told me to put it aside, and I actually verbally agreed with the priest that it was from a questionable source when deep in my heart I knew it was very likely from my Spirit. Since then I’ve felt empty evil and soulless and have been having trouble feeling any emotion. I am deeply remorseful for having ignored my Spirit’s promptings.. is there any hope at all for me to turn back to Christ???
Of course God gives us counsel in all things before we ask for them.
Here is the answer thoroughly from God. ( for everybody)
False prophets, rise up among us, bringing in heresy, and deny the Lord. Many follow their ways ( of denial)
They use coveting with feigned words( not scripture, no relevance) to make merchandise of us.
God did not spare the angels that sinned but cast them down, is one testimony in answer. ( we can understand they had never forgiveness/blasphemy of the Holy Spirit.)
Second testimony, God did not spare the old world, but saved Noah,. the opposite to those destroyed, ( the old world who had never forgiveness/blasphemy of the Holy Spirit) Noah as testified, was a preacher of righteousness.
Third testimony, Sodom and Gomorrah was not spared, they were overthrown making them an ensample unto those that after ( all the testimonies and warnings in the scriptures) should live ungodly. ( which is blasphemy of the Holy Spirit/no fear of these testimonies of God)
2 Peter 2:1 But there were false prophets also among the people, even as there shall be false teachers among you, who privily shall bring in damnable heresies, even denying the Lord that bought them, and bring upon themselves swift destruction.
2 And many shall follow their pernicious ways; by reason of whom the way of truth shall be evil spoken of.
3 And through covetousness shall they with feigned words make merchandise of you: whose judgment now of a long time lingereth not, and their damnation slumbereth not.
4 For if God spared not the angels that sinned, but cast them down to hell, and delivered them into chains of darkness, to be reserved unto judgment;
5 And spared not the old world, but saved Noah the eighth person, a preacher of righteousness, bringing in the flood upon the world of the ungodly;
6 And turning the cities of Sodom and Gomorrha into ashes condemned them with an overthrow, making them an ensample unto those that after should live ungodly;
More testimony is given by God in His words of life, ( death if we do not hear them.) how Israel had done so much evil they had justified Sodom, who had pride, idleness, no helping of the poor and needy, abominations ans haughtiness, so God took them away as He saw good.
Ezekiel 16:48 As I live, saith the Lord God, Sodom thy sister hath not done, she nor her daughters, as thou hast done, thou and thy daughters.
49 Behold, this was the iniquity of thy sister Sodom, pride, fulness of bread, and abundance of idleness was in her and in her daughters, neither did she strengthen the hand of the poor and needy.
50 And they were haughty, and committed abomination before me: therefore I took them away as I saw good.
51 Neither hath Samaria committed half of thy sins; but thou hast multiplied thine abominations more than they, and hast justified thy sisters in all thine abominations which thou hast done.
Now PAY ATTENTION, or you will miss the revelation.
Christ came to earth to give His judgements in it. Israel, ( the Pharisees) we saw accused Christ instead of believing in Him.
Psalm 69 speaks of exactly this, they are the foretold adversaries of Christ, they shamed and dishonoured Christ.
Jesus told the Jews of Israel, that he that is of God hears Gods words, they heard them not as they were not of God. ( not His sheep and the goats hear other words, of other goats instead of Gods words.)
In response the Jews said that Christ has a devil. ( this is revealing for all here what blasphemy of the Holy Ghost is exactly, it is of course the very example of the Pharisees in everything testified.)
Now as for the places Jesus testified to, Capernaum exalted ( the same pride as Sodom was destroyed for, and evn more.) shall be brought down to hell, because if the mighty works Christ did in Israel, were done in Sodom, it would have (repented) remained unto this day.
Now don't miss the revelation, ( they who are of God HEAR Gods word, the Pharisees heard not, they heard each other instead, in men's words and wisdom.) and Christ thanks the Father, the Lord of heaven and earth, because God had hid these things from the wise and prudent, ( from those who accuse Christ, instead of hearing Him and believing/trusting in Him/His word, not in Pharisees and their words.) and revealed them to babes. ( who repent and do not accuse Christ, they follow HIs testimonies.) even so, for it SEEMED GOOD IN HIS SIGHT ( God took Sodom away, AS HE SAW GOOD.
Psalm 69:19 Thou hast known my reproach, and my
shame, and my
dishonour: mine adversaries are all before thee.
John 8:47 He that is of God heareth God's words: ye therefore hear them not, because ye are not of God.
48 Then answered the Jews, and said unto him, Say we not well that thou art a Samaritan, and hast a devil?
49 Jesus answered, I have not a devil; but I honour my Father, and ye do dishonour me.
Matthew 11:23 And thou, Capernaum, which art exalted unto heaven, shalt be brought down to hell: for if the mighty works, which have been done in thee, had been done in Sodom, it would have remained until this day.
24 But I say unto you, That it shall be more tolerable for the land of Sodom in the day of judgment, than for thee.
25 At that time Jesus answered and said, I thank thee, O Father, Lord of heaven and earth, because thou hast hid these things from the wise and prudent, and hast revealed them unto babes.
26 Even so, Father: for so it seemed good in thy sight.