Hello again to you too, James.
JameslovesGod wrote:
I just attended a baptist church im my area for the first time. I used to go to a pentacostal church befor i mooved address. There seems to be a BIG difference between pentacostal and baptist churches. When i attended church today i felt like i was slipping away for god, i couldnt get motivated, i didnt understand what the preacher was saying, i felt like leaving early. I now feel down and feel like the lord is downhearted with me ( I know he aint, but it feels like it ). Would it be best to go back to my pentacostal church, which is further but more welocming and understanding, or should i stay at this one. What would Jesus want me to do?
James, it seems like you are comparing these two churches in your mind. You mentioned that you could not get motivated, and that you could not understand what the minister was saying.
I think that it is a given that you should be in a Bible-believing church. That means that you must stay in the Word so that you are able to indentify one. But it sounds like your problem is with the format, or methods, of the two churches. I am not of either religion, but I do feel that both hold to the fundamental truths of Scripture that are important for spreading the Truth of the Gospel.
I had a conversation with a pentecostal friend who described a visit to my church the same way. She is use to a more "lively" worship service. Her minister preaches topically and has more "enthusiasim" in his sermon style. At, least this is the way she described it to me. She felt like she was not, "moved". I disagree with her on this because I feel that worship is not motivated by external things such as music, or a minister shouting from the pulpit. I go to worship Him, and see what I can bring to Him, not the other way around.
Now when my family went to visit them on a revival night, we were in shock! lol There were drums in the church! The music was fast and loud, and everyone prayed at the same time. The minister was yelling, and my children were petrified. Later in the car ride home, my son commented (he was 6 at the time) that the minister was not respectful of the sanctuary. lol He did not understand, and my husband had to tell him, that many people worship differently than what we are accustomed to. That the yelling and jumping that he was doing was not meant as disrespect. During the service I was confused and unsettled by all the external stimulation. But as I focused on Him, I was able to set my heart and mind on the Lord. Never the less, I left feeling quite thankful for our church that was quieter, and more expositional in it's teaching.
Is it possible that you are in a new place, not feeling quite at home, and in unfamiliar territory? I do believe in attending in your community if you can find a Bible-believing church there. Do you think if you attended for a while you would feel more comfortable eventually?
I will keep you in my prayers as the Lord leads you in this area. Trust in Him, stay prayerful and in His Word, and He will lead you.
Blessings.