[__ Prayer __] Just trying to persevere

[Christ_empowered]

Not a major drama

I’m blessed . But I’m blessed in the context of a cruel world and increasingly authoritarian society. It’s difficult sometimes to realize that I’d probably be homeless if it wasn’t for my parents. And that because of the nature of my situation I’m ridiculed and condemned by my…community?

Except it isn’t my community. Maybe it was 20 plus years ago maybe not even then. Just my little corner of the world where I grew up and now….

I’m 40. I’ve been made healthy. I’m able to handle my quiet little life without major difficulties.

People do taunt me daily. I’m seen as a mental patient. I have observed that people who taunt me the most aren’t exactly joyful people but..

The issues are social and spiritual not personal and emotional.

I get tired of it. Then again I’m a mental patient who gets to lead a quiet safe modest but peaceful life with what I need and a little extra even nice things at times. So….

God is Good. Im just frustrated often tired and trying to persevere.

Thanks