There is a difference between God's will, and what actually always happens. I have seen things in the word I have yet to see on earth, some things years latter I get and understand more. In 17 years of teaching this, my own son healed, I know only little.
I perceive your somewhat serious about wanting to know more despite your belief system being rubbed the wrong way.
Some scriptures presented and the way presented have made you question some thing you believed. Just thoughts.
Because the Lord told me to tell you this.
What your willing to tolerate will remain with you.
If your able to serve 4 ministries, then what needs changed?
If you ever had a fear, you know 5 different outcomes and causes come to mind because the only place the devil has is for you to pick one of them. They All can't be true, most the time none are true, but picking one that ended untrue let's him know what will make your edible in the future as a seeking fake lion.
I'll give you what chopper has listened to. Your pace.
www.flcbranson.org/listseries.php?xml=rss/GodsWillToHeal.xml
This thread is based on what chopper heard in that series.
You can even call them and get it shipped to you free of charge.
Victory is yours. Lots more to Write as always.