I have been engaged for a little over a year now and my fiance and I are finally starting plans for the wedding. I’m very excited to marry him and spend the rest of my life with him. However, my mother has informed me that she will not be coming unless I invite my abuser to my wedding also. To make a very long story slightly less long. Almost 2 years ago, my step father, (who’s known me practically my whole life and helped raise me) while my mother was out of state asked me for sex. Somehow the conversation of sex had come up before hand. He asked me if my boyfriend (now finance) and I had done it. I confessed we had before but had stopped because it was a sin. He kinda dropped it but later on brought it up again and asked what specifically we had done. I was getting uncomfortable but told him a little. And I did so because I’d seen some of my friends talk to their parents about sex and so I thought that I could to. My step father told me that talking about it was making him Aroused (to put it in slightly nicer terms of what he actually said). I told him that was really weird and he dropped it. But later on he came back to it again and asked for sex. I obviously refused him and got uncomfortable instantly. He left the room and came back about 10 minutes later apologizing. But said that now we both had something on each other so neither of us could tell my mom without the other one spilling. I ended up telling my mom a couple days later because I couldn’t stand being around him. My mom and I left the house and stayed at a family members for around 6 months. However my mom decided to go back to him because she said God told her to. And I told her I understood but I was not. And she was fine with that. However, that didn’t last long because about a month later she told me that I should because we’re family and God loves families and doesn’t want them to break up. I still refuse to let him back in my life. I’ve gone to therapy constantly since then. And have forgiven him but have set my boundaries. However, now that I’m getting married my mom says that he should be allowed to go because he’s family and because he’s remorseful and regrets his actions. However, neither my fiancé or I are comfortable with being around him. (Ive only given into my moms requests of texting him on holidays or birthdays because she would get so mad at me if I didn’t. So I caved and text him on those occasions but even that makes me uncomfortable.) I hope that he has changed and is remorseful like my moms says. But my therapist says that it’s not my responsibility to test that. My mom tells me that I’m the one keeping her from coming to my wedding. Because biblically she has to put her husband first and she hasn’t in the past but now she is. So if he’s not invited then neither is she. I want my mom to go to my wedding but not at the cost of me feeling uncomfortable at my own wedding because I’m afraid of what he would be thinking if he saw me dressed up like that. I don’t know what to do. neither my mom nor I are changing our stances on this. And I don’t know what to do. I don’t know if there is anything that can actually be done. Am I in the wrong here? Is my mom right and we should let him come? It just doesn’t feel right to me. Please pray for us.