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My life in Christ is infinitely better than I can claim to deserve…
Maybe that’s what the loud taunting at 2 am was about? Ugh
not a pity party just…
I get the sense that a lot of my old psych records and expunged arrests are fueling this and that’s…
Disconcerting. My psych records were inaccurate to the extent that former treatment providers were reprimanded and some stopped practicing. Profiteering hatchet job etc etc. as a side note I’d caution Christian’s against pursuing mental health treatment. And…
Arrest records were expunged for legal reasons and because I had all kinds of serious health problems and probably not much time left to live…
Over 10 years ago. No real medical care but Jesus Christ has seen fit to make me healthy. I don’t claim to be super special but I do believe that He heals people sometimes. I don’t think being healed is a sign of favor so much as mercy and compassion plus He has plans for each of us. So….
If these taunting sessions are somewhat regular then it probably means I’m not welcome here. Ugh I’m getting over it just…ugh.
I’m blessed to live here. Not fancy but pleasant and modest but nice and comfortable. And…
Real world
yet again. I’m healthy and lucid and I have more than the vast majority of so called mental patients…
So of course people want me committed or perhaps arrested. My blessings come from The Lord and He has also blessed my long suffering parents…
People openly taunt me with their combined income. As In just because your hippy parents make xyz a year doesn’t mean…
On and on. Fret not because of evil doers. Fear of man shall prove a snare. He whom The Son has set free is set free indeed.
Truth wins! In this world you shall have trouble but fear not for I have overcome the world
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Obviously not fun lol
But it’s the fallen world we live in…
I dunno
off to pray and see about an odb.org devotional. Trying to be less psychological and emo about stuff I’m just kinda frustrated.
Thanks
Maybe that’s what the loud taunting at 2 am was about? Ugh
not a pity party just…I get the sense that a lot of my old psych records and expunged arrests are fueling this and that’s…
Disconcerting. My psych records were inaccurate to the extent that former treatment providers were reprimanded and some stopped practicing. Profiteering hatchet job etc etc. as a side note I’d caution Christian’s against pursuing mental health treatment. And…
Arrest records were expunged for legal reasons and because I had all kinds of serious health problems and probably not much time left to live…
Over 10 years ago. No real medical care but Jesus Christ has seen fit to make me healthy. I don’t claim to be super special but I do believe that He heals people sometimes. I don’t think being healed is a sign of favor so much as mercy and compassion plus He has plans for each of us. So….
If these taunting sessions are somewhat regular then it probably means I’m not welcome here. Ugh
I’m getting over it just…ugh. I’m blessed to live here. Not fancy but pleasant and modest but nice and comfortable. And…
Real world
yet again. I’m healthy and lucid and I have more than the vast majority of so called mental patients…So of course people want me committed or perhaps arrested. My blessings come from The Lord and He has also blessed my long suffering parents…
People openly taunt me with their combined income. As In just because your hippy parents make xyz a year doesn’t mean…
On and on. Fret not because of evil doers. Fear of man shall prove a snare. He whom The Son has set free is set free indeed.
Truth wins! In this world you shall have trouble but fear not for I have overcome the world
.Obviously not fun lol
But it’s the fallen world we live in…I dunno
off to pray and see about an odb.org devotional. Trying to be less psychological and emo about stuff I’m just kinda frustrated.Thanks