thanks, y'all!
its good so far, this 2020. saw parents today..puppies are, as expected, impossibly adorable. both parents are doing well, thank goodness. and...
His work in our lives makes the rest of life...easier to deal with, of course. not that my life is bad, far from it. just...even -with- what i need plus a bit extra, more freedom than anyone with my backstory can claim to deserve, etc...
stigma. low status. sometimes, i dont even have to leave my condo for it to hit like a ton of bricks, because of the mockers...well, mocking...loudly enough for me to hear. i get it, i really do.
but The Lord has brought me a long way. I was paying cash for gas today, and someone behind me was getting attitudinal. low status and stigma in a small, southern area; people don't even want to wait behind you in line. anyway...
whatever, right? i paid, got gas, went on with my day. came home to the place that i had cleaned, all by mahself, set to doing some laundry, and,...
rambling. point is, im not quite sure what, if anything, i can do about the stigma and low status...i have a sense that i may never be able to support myself, and even if i did get a j-o-b, i'd then be a 'schizophrenic, he works part time at (),' or whatever, and...
fallen world. and yet...God's work in my life, my parents' lives, our lives, as a 'family unit' (excuse the dorky humor)...may not meet RC Sproul's (strict) definition of a 'miracle,' but I appreciate it, and at times I think...
so, what? family is supposed to a safe haven in a rough world. Jesus and family...2 of my current top priorities. truth? i never was well liked or anything, i don't know why im so sensitive to being low status and stigmatized, especially since my actual -needs- are taken care of, Praise God!
maybe its true...
High School never ends? oh well...
God is Good! My parents are healthy and happy and doing quite well! And I am, too!