For a long period of time, I was a closet atheist. Wondering what separated my religion from the next, what made it better than the next, I sought out contradictions within other religions. Although I did find a plentiful amount of what I was looking for, I also found a plentiful amount of fallacies in Christianity. Simple concepts such as omnipotence with paradoxes such as 'can God create a boulder to heavy for him to lift?' really got to me after a while. My research didn't yield the results I wanted, and though I never openly accepted it, I didn't believe in any sort of God anymore because is didn't make sense to me.
For school, I started studying subjects in chemistry. One particular sect of chemistry I found to be extremely interesting was quantum mechanics. I was so captivated by it that I even went as far as to read about it outside of any school related activity. It intrigued me to find a section of science that we know many facts about, but yet no one can explain why these facts occur. In quantum mechanics, we learn that sub atomic particles (particles smaller than an atom, or in some cases, make up an atom) such as electrons defy all physical laws of nature. We know these particles such as electrons can be here and there at the same time, two places at once, but no one will ever make sense of it. It is just the way things are.
In science, sometimes even large scale theories are beyond are comprehension, such as the origins of the universe or the big bang theory.
This led me to my conclusion that even though some things might not make sense within Christianity, that doesn't necessarily make it false. I believe many things are beyond the human peripheral of understanding, we know in science that there are things beyond our understanding. I am aware that some things don't always make sense or are logical in Christianity and in my faith, but this to me clearly isn't a reason to not believe at all. I've read many verses in the bible that state that the wisdom of people on this Earth will be triumphed by God's.
For school, I started studying subjects in chemistry. One particular sect of chemistry I found to be extremely interesting was quantum mechanics. I was so captivated by it that I even went as far as to read about it outside of any school related activity. It intrigued me to find a section of science that we know many facts about, but yet no one can explain why these facts occur. In quantum mechanics, we learn that sub atomic particles (particles smaller than an atom, or in some cases, make up an atom) such as electrons defy all physical laws of nature. We know these particles such as electrons can be here and there at the same time, two places at once, but no one will ever make sense of it. It is just the way things are.
In science, sometimes even large scale theories are beyond are comprehension, such as the origins of the universe or the big bang theory.
This led me to my conclusion that even though some things might not make sense within Christianity, that doesn't necessarily make it false. I believe many things are beyond the human peripheral of understanding, we know in science that there are things beyond our understanding. I am aware that some things don't always make sense or are logical in Christianity and in my faith, but this to me clearly isn't a reason to not believe at all. I've read many verses in the bible that state that the wisdom of people on this Earth will be triumphed by God's.