[__ Prayer __] My Grand Parents

[daninthelionsden]

When my cousin was young my Aunt would put dresses on him because she wanted another girl so bad. She treated him like a girl and eventually he choose a girly lifestyle and chose to be gay. His father passed away when he was very young and he would have not put up with what my Aunt did. Parents can mess their kids up and we need to be praying that somehow God would intervein in their lives. The best part is that he gave his life to the Lord and abstained, but still supported gay rights.

This brings a hard memory for me to share. When I was in first grade, my mother devised some evil to gut my identity as a little boy. She claimed that suddenly I had no underwear and that I was to wear my half-sister's panties to school. I remember refusing and demanding answers. She just double downed on me despite my protests. I asked then why everyone else had underwear except me. She just demanded I put on the panties. I asked why I couldn't just wear my half-brother's underwear or go without underwear altogether. She threatened to "go get Dad" whom I greatly feared. I cried as I was humiliated. She kept this up for 3 days. I put up such a fight everyday, she finally relented. She committed despicable sins trying to "turn" me.

 

[for_his_glory]

People are not just born these type of ways as it comes from parents indoctrinating them to think they are something else and it's so sad, but they will be held accountable before God in final judgement.

 

[daninthelionsden]

People are not just born these type of ways as it comes from parents indoctrinating them to think they are something else and it's so sad, but they will be held accountable before God in final judgement.

Absolutely. The "born that way" fallacy is just an attempt to avoid accountability.

 

[daninthelionsden]

Absolutely. The "born that way" fallacy is just an attempt to avoid accountability.

I want to correct myself and say in most cases, not all.

 

[daninthelionsden]

Billie had a bad start to life Dan. It must have messed her mind up so much.

As I came to despise her in my teenage years, I viewed her as a cross between Edith Bunker and Eunice of the Mama's Family skit played by Carol Burnett. Even as a little boy, I had a dream that she had leaned in close to me to tell me something evil towards me. I reached out and pulled on her face. Her face became as a mask and came off. Under the mask was a witch. I woke up to tell her the dream. Instead of reassuring/comforting me, I was punished for having such a dream about her.

 

[Tessa]

As I came to despise her in my teenage years, I viewed her as a cross between Edith Bunker and Eunice of the Mama's Family skit played by Carol Burnett. Even as a little boy, I had a dream that she had leaned in close to me to tell me something evil towards me. I reached out and pulled on her face. Her face became as a mask and came off. Under the mask was a witch. I woke up to tell her the dream. Instead of reassuring/comforting me, I was punished for having such a dream about her.

If you have a bad dream like that as a child, you seem to remember it all your life.

 

[daninthelionsden]

When Neal returned home she did as instructed and tried holding down various jobs. One such job was as a veterinary assistant. She tried to assist the Vet in a surgical procedure on her first day there and promptly fainted upon the first incision. She lay on the floor passed out during the entire operation. Afterwards, the Vet gathered her up off the floor and escorted her out telling her she wasn't cut out for that kind of work. She couldn't work at the grocery as her dad had saved up enough money to cash out the store and go into being a Barber. He owned that little barbershop until he retired.
Neal worked hither and thither whilst dating off and on. She would bring men home to see if her parents approved of any of them as marriage material. They did not. Her tag-a-long friend, Dorothy told her older brother, Harvey, she knew of a girl in dire need of finding a suitable husband. She told him all about Neal's situation with her parents and about the scandal. Harvey was an excellent dancer and was an instructor at the local dance studio. Harvey instructed his sister to tell Neal she should apply at the studio. Neal did apply while Harvey pulled strings to get her hired. Neal quickly became a rather proficient dancer. As dating opportunities greatly increased, she was now able to accelerate the pace of marriage material she brought before her parents for approval.
Harvey now got to know Neal and was able to keep her at arms length as co-workers while he assessed her as possible marriage material for himself. He had no idea what he was letting himself in for. Neal had grown tired of parading men in front of her parents just to be rejected. Neal's parents had lost all faith in their daughter's judgment and had insisted any man meet their approval.
Dorothy (Harvey's Dorothy) erroneously reported to her brother Neal's involvement in Episcopal clergy was over and that Neal was a "safe" bet. Dorothy was unaware Neal was wise to her and had effectively hidden from her the reality of Neal's intense brainwashing. In fact Neal had even convinced her family she now was a responsible young woman eager to meet the expectations laid before her. Harvey decided to make his move as Neal was a looker and he knew someone, sooner or later, would snatch her up if he dallied too long. They soon were dating. She was quickly able to get Harvey to come over and meet her parents. With his charming ways, they immediately approved. Soon they were married.

 

[grumix8]

praying

 

[daninthelionsden]

This will complete the first draft of chapter 1 of my auto-biography. This is not a story I intend to tell, but due to unforeseen circumstances, I am showing those monitoring me that I know much much more than they think and they would do better to back off and let me try and get my life back on track. If there is continued interference, then I am quite prepared to write it all down. I have never written this much down about the family secrets and do not wish to continue to do so. But I will if I must.