[__ Prayer __] My heart is in such agony...

[mswright6488]

There are no words to describe the emptiness and pain I feel right now. I feel as though I am tied up in a million knots. No relief.... no letting up. If I could fly away and just let my heart be for awhile. If I could find any rest, oh how I would be thankful. God help me.... oh Lord how it hurts. There is no one in this life who cares God... not one. God take my tattered heart and my tired mind. If I could just be in your arms right now Lord and leave this life behind. Oh how I would make that exchange. I am truly crushed in spirit...

 

[Jesse]

Isaiah 40:31 but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.

I'm still praying for you.

 

[mswright6488]

Thank you Jesse.. that is always the scripture the Lord uses to strengthen me...

 

[Christ_empowered]

I can't pretend to know what you're going through. Just try to remember that He causes *all* things to come together for the good of those who are called.

Sometimes, when we're deep in our pain, we see Christ more clearly. I know, that's not exactly comforting, but...CS Lewis called pain "God's megaphone." Your trials and tribulations can be used by God to change you and strengthen your relationship with Him.

Meanwhile...I know you're suffering. That much I do understand. I'll keep you up in prayer.

 

[Eugene]

There are no words to describe the emptiness and pain I feel right now. I feel as though I am tied up in a million knots. No relief.... no letting up. If I could fly away and just let my heart be for awhile. If I could find any rest, oh how I would be thankful. God help me.... oh Lord how it hurts. There is no one in this life who cares God... not one. God take my tattered heart and my tired mind. If I could just be in your arms right now Lord and leave this life behind. Oh how I would make that exchange. I am truly crushed in spirit...

Dear sister, you are wrong; we care and suffer with you, and I would dare say most of us have been through the fire you are in. Just as with Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego being cast into the fiery furnace, the king saw Jesus in there with them and they were not harmed.(Dan 3:25)

Job in his pain said in Job 3:3 Let the day perish wherein I was born, and the night in which it was said, There is a man child conceived, but in Job 42:12 the LORD blessed the latter end of Job more than his beginning. In Christ you cannot lose and I do not say this hesitantly; God has saved my life multiple times when I supposed all is lost. Prayer continues for you when you feel as if the heavens are closed with the ear of God not hearing. God loves you and we do too in Jesus' name.

 

[Deborah13]

There are no words to describe the emptiness and pain I feel right now. I feel as though I am tied up in a million knots. No relief.... no letting up. If I could fly away and just let my heart be for awhile. If I could find any rest, oh how I would be thankful. God help me.... oh Lord how it hurts. There is no one in this life who cares God... not one. God take my tattered heart and my tired mind. If I could just be in your arms right now Lord and leave this life behind. Oh how I would make that exchange. I am truly crushed in spirit...

I understand your pain but you are a mother and you have a responsibility to your children that you brought into this world. So what are you thinking? Are you go to fly away and leave your small children to defend themselves?
If it is that bad get out! Go to your church, if they can't or won't help you go to the closest woman's resource center. They are listed in the phone book. If you can't find the number, call the closest welfare office and ask them for it, they will have it. No excuses, no drama, just do it!
My prayers are with you and your children. God Bless you.

 

[mswright6488]

no... but I lost my mother today!

 

[mswright6488]

I am sorry I made people mad at me.... It was a figure of speech. On top of everything else I lost my mother. I am thinking maybe I don't belong here after all. God bless all of you..

 

[Jesse]

I am sorry I made people mad at me.... It was a figure of speech. On top of everything else I lost my mother. I am thinking maybe I don't belong here after all. God bless all of you..

I am sorry to hear about the loss of your mother.

I think you're wrong that you don't belong here, that is not true, God brought you here for a reason and you should stay here so we can know how to direct our prayers. There are a lot more mature people here than myself and the prayers of a righteous man avails much.

 

[Deborah13]

no... but I lost my mother today!

I am terribly sorry to hear that, it is very hard to loose a parent. If I had know that you were upset about a different issue than your marriage I wouldn't have said what I did.

I am sorry I made people mad at me.... It was a figure of speech. On top of everything else I lost my mother. I am thinking maybe I don't belong here after all. God bless all of you..

I am not mad at you. I was in a seriously physically, mentally, and sexually abusive marriage for several years. So when I hear someone who is in that situation my heart breaks for them.
That is why I was so straight forward with you. Because I care and I know what can happen.

 

[mswright6488]

thank you my sweet sister... thank you... I forgive you (hugs)

 

[Deborah13]

thank you my sweet sister... thank you... I forgive you (hugs)

 

[Brother Mike]

I am sorry I made people mad at me.... It was a figure of speech. On top of everything else I lost my mother. I am thinking maybe I don't belong here after all. God bless all of you..

1Th 4:13-14 kjva 13 But I would not have you to be ignorant, brethren, concerning them which are asleep, that ye sorrow not, even as others which have no hope. 14 For if we believe that Jesus died and rose again, even so them also which sleep in Jesus will God bring with him.

1Co 15:55 kjva O death, where is thy sting? O grave, where is thy victory?

I am going to assume your mother was not saved by the way you are acting in the post. Our true family is our Brothers and Sisters in the Lord, and we can't win everyone. I have some family members that I would like to see saved, but I am not Lord and they are just tied to flesh and blood, Not my real family but those born of the same seed from our Father in Heaven.

May the Lord reveal real spiritual truth to you that you may have peace.

 

[GrannyJ]

I'm so very sorry to hear of the loss of your mother. There is no-one who can take the place of a mother; no human who consistently loves you the way a mother does, and it is a tremendous blow at a time when things are tough for you anyway.

May God comfort you with his presence and his peace, and lead you through the dark valley to green pastures and still waters. And may your children be a comfort to you at this time; for their sakes, life must go on.

Praying that you will be given the strength and courage you need.