[__ Prayer __] my parents :-)

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they're wonderful, long suffering people. I don't know if they've truly forgiven me, or if they ever will, but...they've seen fit to lift me out of -real poverty- and reconcile with me enough for us to do things together, have meals together, even (before covid hit...) go on vacations together, and...and...

-sigh- 'twas grace that saved a wretch like me. I see now that I could have done better, I didn't, and...they ended up picking up the tab and also paying the emotional costs of dealing with...old me.

-sigh- thankfully, they're both retired now, not rich but...i dunno...upper middle class, perhaps well to do. not to brag...their careers came under fire periodically, from the time i was in middle school onwards...colleagues, upwardly mobile stuff, small town politics, blah blah blah...

The Lord saw them thru, and then all 3 of us, really, as a family. I am increasingly grateful. Thing is...

I'm so much...different, now, than when I was in my mess, even than where and who I was 3 years ago...its crazy. I'm healthy now, bright eyed, I even somehow have a "high IQ (estimate: 145, 150...started at 120)," and...and...

I'd very much like to somehow be fully forgiven, but I don't know...if that's in the realm of possibility, honestly. I dunno. And I care about their salvation, too...I think they're leaning towards Jesus, but -not- church, if that makes sense. burned by mainline Presby church people, burned by conservative megachurch people...yet, in their actions, they're godlier than many church people.

so, I guess I'm asking...please pray for my parents. :-) its not an emergency, there is no crisis, its just...a general prayer request. and...that is all. lol. :-)
 
they're -such- good people. what i hate is how the 'helping professions' ripped me and the family to shreds...

and now I'm supposed to believe that I'm 'severely mentally ill' and therefore need (never ending) 'treatment.' ugh. lame.

but, on the plus side...

i just talked to dad, 2x today. i mean, nothing emo or anything, lol. he's a good man. he's doing non-profit volunteering, too, and...yeah, its going well. im thankful. i'll be going over to their place for a lil dinner later, and...and...

-sigh- ALL good things come from The Lord. :-)
 
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