Jesse17
Member
Hello all!
I'm new here. I've been lurking a little for the last week or so, but haven't had time to read much. I've been a baptized Christian for years but was a little self righteous and hypercritical about other Christians... ah... it's too much to explain here, but I avoided church because I thought most (or a lot) of those who attend are only there to be seen, and I didn't think it necessarily to prove my love for God. Meanwhile I was living a sinful and SELFISH life and was a poor example of a Christian. I was running my life the way I wanted it and praying for God to do my will. LOL.
My favorite saying is, "I always knew I wanted to serve God, but it turns out I was trying to do it in an advisory capacity."
Anyway, long story short... thanks to hitting my alcoholic bottom and finding AA a few years ago I saw how ungrateful and selfish I had been in my dealings with God and most others. AA taught me to be humble and allow God to run things. For the last couple years I've had a closer relationship with Him than any other time in my life. As a result of praying for His will instead of mine I've had some of the most contented times of my life. That is to say the times when I don't get selfish and try to run things myself, which I still do on occasion, until God I get miserable and forced to submit to Him.
I eventually outgrew AA. I think it's a great organisation and it saved my life by helping me find a true relationship with God, but I can't be a part of a group that gets upset when I give credit to God for that. One thing that AA has taught me is the need to fellowship with others of the same belief, and for me that is not people who use inanimate objects for their Higher Power, it's folk who believe in Christ!
I've been desperately looking for Christians to fellowship with. I work Sundays and there is only one church (a Baptist) in my rural town that has services besides Sun. morning. So I've been attending their Sun. night service for the last two months, but I think they are about to run me off if I don't become a 'church member'. I would like to be a member but they have one belief I don't share. Well, I don't know if I share it or not.
They believe in a pre-trib rapture. My wife and I (mostly my wife) have followed Arnold Murray's teachings on the TV program Shepard's Chapel for years. Since about 2001, IIRC. Well, he teaches (and my wife's animate about) a post-trib rapture... well I guess not a rapture but a transfiguration here on earth when Christ returns after the tribulation.
I say I don't know if I share the pre-trib rapture belief because I've never cared either way. I figure every generation has been convinced that they are living in the end times. I figure the odds of me being in THAT one generation are next none. Well, I guess exactly they are 1 out of (how ever many generations will ever exist). I really don't think it matters if the rapture happens or not. If I do happen to be in the last generation and the rapture happens great. If it doesn't then I guess I'll be going through the tribulation like my wife and Arnold Murray believes, but either way it will be God's will and I will still end up in heaven because of my belief in Christ the Savior.
The problem only comes when I have to believe in a pre-trib rapture to join this church, which I like quite a bit, by the way. So I've set out looking up why folk believe in pre/mid/post-trib/no rapture and I have to say, how am I suppose to make up my mind when there are so many of the great evangelist and ministers that can't agree. I mean you look up one verse and it looks like we'll be gone, but then there's another verse that looks like we'll be going through it.
Sorry for the novel, but this has really turned out to be an unexpected stumbling block for me. Any advice, comments, suggestions, etc.?
I'm new here. I've been lurking a little for the last week or so, but haven't had time to read much. I've been a baptized Christian for years but was a little self righteous and hypercritical about other Christians... ah... it's too much to explain here, but I avoided church because I thought most (or a lot) of those who attend are only there to be seen, and I didn't think it necessarily to prove my love for God. Meanwhile I was living a sinful and SELFISH life and was a poor example of a Christian. I was running my life the way I wanted it and praying for God to do my will. LOL.
My favorite saying is, "I always knew I wanted to serve God, but it turns out I was trying to do it in an advisory capacity."
Anyway, long story short... thanks to hitting my alcoholic bottom and finding AA a few years ago I saw how ungrateful and selfish I had been in my dealings with God and most others. AA taught me to be humble and allow God to run things. For the last couple years I've had a closer relationship with Him than any other time in my life. As a result of praying for His will instead of mine I've had some of the most contented times of my life. That is to say the times when I don't get selfish and try to run things myself, which I still do on occasion, until God I get miserable and forced to submit to Him.
I eventually outgrew AA. I think it's a great organisation and it saved my life by helping me find a true relationship with God, but I can't be a part of a group that gets upset when I give credit to God for that. One thing that AA has taught me is the need to fellowship with others of the same belief, and for me that is not people who use inanimate objects for their Higher Power, it's folk who believe in Christ!
I've been desperately looking for Christians to fellowship with. I work Sundays and there is only one church (a Baptist) in my rural town that has services besides Sun. morning. So I've been attending their Sun. night service for the last two months, but I think they are about to run me off if I don't become a 'church member'. I would like to be a member but they have one belief I don't share. Well, I don't know if I share it or not.
They believe in a pre-trib rapture. My wife and I (mostly my wife) have followed Arnold Murray's teachings on the TV program Shepard's Chapel for years. Since about 2001, IIRC. Well, he teaches (and my wife's animate about) a post-trib rapture... well I guess not a rapture but a transfiguration here on earth when Christ returns after the tribulation.
I say I don't know if I share the pre-trib rapture belief because I've never cared either way. I figure every generation has been convinced that they are living in the end times. I figure the odds of me being in THAT one generation are next none. Well, I guess exactly they are 1 out of (how ever many generations will ever exist). I really don't think it matters if the rapture happens or not. If I do happen to be in the last generation and the rapture happens great. If it doesn't then I guess I'll be going through the tribulation like my wife and Arnold Murray believes, but either way it will be God's will and I will still end up in heaven because of my belief in Christ the Savior.
The problem only comes when I have to believe in a pre-trib rapture to join this church, which I like quite a bit, by the way. So I've set out looking up why folk believe in pre/mid/post-trib/no rapture and I have to say, how am I suppose to make up my mind when there are so many of the great evangelist and ministers that can't agree. I mean you look up one verse and it looks like we'll be gone, but then there's another verse that looks like we'll be going through it.
Sorry for the novel, but this has really turned out to be an unexpected stumbling block for me. Any advice, comments, suggestions, etc.?