[__ Prayer __] No end to the world’s condemnation

[Christ_empowered]

That’s what my situation boils down to I think. I was a wretched sinner until Jesus Christ saved… is saving I pray will save…me, starting over 10 years ago. And…

I was spared so much. I’m increasingly grateful now. I have a single conviction in my record…a serious misdemeanor. Truth? I got saved while on bond. No one was the least bit impressed. I remember seeing people’s faces redden with anger when i said anything about my faith back in the day. And…

I dunno I have my loving long suffering parents. I have a long term friendly acquaintance who keeps in touch. I’ve known her for over 20 years. I’ve blessed with a good place to live good health much needed intelligence and…

Condemnation. It’s what the world has for me. As I type this the upstairs neighbor is doing the daily taunt routine. This is actually a modest nice place to live. No matter..,

It’s what the world has for me. Not just this area. Ugh frustrating but..,

Now I know lol

Please pray God’s will for me…

Thanks

 

[Christ_empowered]

Sorry if that came across as a pity party . Truth? I get confused . My parents new neighbors…they bought the house next door after it was renovated…

Are now yelling and such, just like the former long term neighbors did. I don’t know them. My parents aren’t really involved with anyone in the neighborhood now so…?

I dunno my pre conversion existence hit almost horror movie levels of ridiculous…lobotomies shouldn’t be alive etc…so there’s that. Jesus spared me and lifted me out of the Mirey clay..

But the broad road does not see that. At all. I’m reasonably well dressed well spoken healthy…

Maybe that’s it? If people can’t rip me to shreds again…and I pray for protection…

They can yell and snark? I dunno