When I left you, I knew my life would certainly change
This strange feeling in my heart
Having deranged thoughts that tearing me apart
You see, to me, you the most glorious but the most notorious to them
So I left the winning team cuz I had to chase my dreams to reign supreme.
I had to have that CREAM (Cash Rules Everything Around Me), so I put my quest for you on hold
So I got molded by Satan
My self image I'm hating.
You black, you fat, bushy eye brow bald headed self
12 gage pointed to my chin
Wanting to die because I couldn't fit in.
You see the things I want to do for you, I can't.
The evil I don't want to do, I end up doing
Ruining innocent lives
My spiritual drive crashed head on with the struggles of life--bills, career, family . . .
Let me repeat that--bills, career, family.
Yeah I'm thankful but it's hard
Wanted to be a superstar, but the reality of life left me permanently scarred.
Not sure why I left you, and I know you didn't leave me
You never deceived me
Your word keeps it real
So seal the deal and bring me back so I can bask in your glory
Resurrect my lifeless life
Restore order with my kids and my wife
I don't want the knife in my hand,
Sitting in the tub contemplating slicing my wrist
Popping Percocet like M&M's, downing my misery with Nyquil as a twist
I want to live for you, serve you, preach your gospel
To the hostile, to the addicts the thieves
The ones that need Jesus like me. Like me, like you and you
So I’m through with the ways of the world
I’m resigning from that team and I'm RESIGNING with your team
The most Glorious one
The holiest one
The one that got my back when things get rough
When I had enough and I wanna crack somebody's head
I can come to you instead and you'll be like chill Cee, I got you cuz I love you.
I got you, cuz I love you.
No greater love than your love Jesus.
This strange feeling in my heart
Having deranged thoughts that tearing me apart
You see, to me, you the most glorious but the most notorious to them
So I left the winning team cuz I had to chase my dreams to reign supreme.
I had to have that CREAM (Cash Rules Everything Around Me), so I put my quest for you on hold
So I got molded by Satan
My self image I'm hating.
You black, you fat, bushy eye brow bald headed self
12 gage pointed to my chin
Wanting to die because I couldn't fit in.
You see the things I want to do for you, I can't.
The evil I don't want to do, I end up doing
Ruining innocent lives
My spiritual drive crashed head on with the struggles of life--bills, career, family . . .
Let me repeat that--bills, career, family.
Yeah I'm thankful but it's hard
Wanted to be a superstar, but the reality of life left me permanently scarred.
Not sure why I left you, and I know you didn't leave me
You never deceived me
Your word keeps it real
So seal the deal and bring me back so I can bask in your glory
Resurrect my lifeless life
Restore order with my kids and my wife
I don't want the knife in my hand,
Sitting in the tub contemplating slicing my wrist
Popping Percocet like M&M's, downing my misery with Nyquil as a twist
I want to live for you, serve you, preach your gospel
To the hostile, to the addicts the thieves
The ones that need Jesus like me. Like me, like you and you
So I’m through with the ways of the world
I’m resigning from that team and I'm RESIGNING with your team
The most Glorious one
The holiest one
The one that got my back when things get rough
When I had enough and I wanna crack somebody's head
I can come to you instead and you'll be like chill Cee, I got you cuz I love you.
I got you, cuz I love you.
No greater love than your love Jesus.
