I am having some trouble in understanding how you are trying to come across so I will assume the best. When I was very ill I thought angels were trying to make themselves known to me. All throughout my illness not one person told me I need to seek mental health. I was thinking very strange stuff and it all seemed to make sense to me. Do you think this is going on?
Gordon, thanks for being open and honest, and that is all I am trying to do here. I assure you there is no alternative or underlying theme to what I say. I certainly am not poking at you for what you admitted to going through; I have questioned my own mental state
more than once when it comes to this thing.
Honestly Gordon, I have
no idea what is going on here. I took a picture. I'm an amateur photographer (who has made a decent amount of money at photographing weddings and portraits over the last decade.. all part time with no storefront or anything like that).
I'm experienced enough to know what this thing
isn't. And that is what drives me.
All the things people spout off about this thing, I've already thought. It took me nearly five years before I even dug deeper into the photograph, what does that tell you? (for the record, I'm not too sure what it even tells me, except that I wasn't in any hurry to just jump up and down screaming at the world - hey, look at me!) To be brutally honest, at the outset I never even wanted to use my real name when I decided to write about this and share it. Is that then denying my God? I
knew what was in store for me, I
knew what kind of people the Lord would put in front of me.
I knew and yet here I am.
I've never once told people
what it is. I've never really even told people what I think it to be. I just want to
show others so they can decide for themselves. Truth is subjective, like all things. It's about interpretation.
When the things inside the photograph started being revealed to me, that is when I knew I had to share. For reasons not understood by me, at all, I feel God kept me from showing this to the world until I knew what was going on with it. Maybe this is a test all the way around. A test for me. A test for everyone else. Indeed Gordon, God sees. God sees everything and everyone. He knows what is in our hearts and souls. He knows I am trying to share something grand He put here; He gave it to me for a
reason. You and I are conversing for a reason. Those so quick to judge are doing so for a reason. None of these are my reasons mind you. I hope all souls are saved but it isn't up to me (and I am speaking generally here. This picture has very little to do with that- so please, do not believe that I am putting any weight in this picture other than to share what it expresses). All I am saying is God is
aware, and people shouldn't think for a second He isn't.
When it comes to an angel, or angelic beings - is there a blueprint we can compare this picture to? No. Is there a diagram which expresses exactly what to expect when encountering an angel? No. People with an open mind and heart (even when it comes to God) would - in my opinion - express interest in anything having to do with the subject, and not gun down those who do. That is sad. Take it for what it's worth, I'd love to share all of my discoveries from this photograph, but people close their eyes to it; I can't even get them past the cover.
What is really sad is that in this picture, in the artwork - God, and the Son of God both are crying. I have begun to learn why.
Please feel free to carry on with this conversation Gordon, I like conversing with you (and anyone else who isn't here to criticize me). Not to sound corny, but what would Jesus do? Without trying to sound like I know the answer to that, because I don't - something tells me that Jesus wouldn't criticize those who try to come closer to God.
Peace ~