As much as some seek o sanctify themselves, if we choose to follow God, as you, I, my wife and my daughter, have done, we will stumble on occasion, but we will not fall as long as we try to repent and to follow God. Those of us that seek the hand of God are all a work in process. I was a drunk, drug using, Country and Blues Singer chasing the hussies one finds in those joints but God has forgiven me and is working to get all of the rough edges off, Iḿ certain He is doing the same for you because He loves all of His creation.
Praying fo god's blessings on you and you baby.