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mayaggie said:
Well,Ginger i made it another night .I am having restless leg syndrome so bad at night.Other than that everything was fine.I don't think i am having any withdraws except a hard time sleeping.
I know the Lord is helping because i am not having any craving.Mostly just the idea that it's time to drink.I have been trying to read at night instead of watching tv.Unless it's something i really want to watch.I consider 3/12/09 the date i stopped drinking.I want to keep that date because someone i really cared about was killed on that date a year ago.and my aunt died this year on that date.I didn't plan on that being day i stopped it has just worked out that way.Thank you again for your prayers and support!

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Just keep in Him and He is faithful and won't let you be tempted beyond you can bear :thumb
So pleased for you. Keep coming back here to tell us how you are doing. I will keep you in my prayers as I would love to see God bring your husband to Him and then make your marriage amazing and supportive.
 
Well,I did make it another night.I am having a hard time sleeping even though i am taking sleeping aids.Yesterday i was reading on a AA forum and i can tell you it made me want to drink.
I was very agitated and wanted a drink.I went and spent some time reading my bible and praying.
The desire did subside.That is the one thing i remember about AA it always made me want a drink.Just talking about it.This is the first time i have tried to quit and solely depend on the Lord. The last i tried i started out depending on the Lord and then kinda stopped and started betting on the dog tracks online to pass my time at night.Ginger,I really do appreciate your prayers and support!
 
mayaggie said:
Well,I did make it another night.I am having a hard time sleeping even though i am taking sleeping aids.Yesterday i was reading on a AA forum and i can tell you it made me want to drink.
I was very agitated and wanted a drink.I went and spent some time reading my bible and praying.
The desire did subside.That is the one thing i remember about AA it always made me want a drink.Just talking about it.This is the first time i have tried to quit and solely depend on the Lord. The last i tried i started out depending on the Lord and then kinda stopped and started betting on the dog tracks online to pass my time at night.Ginger,I really do appreciate your prayers and support!

Well I can understand. When I think of diets and diet support groups it just makes me focus on food!
To some people it is obviously helpful to others it obviously isn't.
Maybe it is the same way with you, I can relate. You will know what is helpful and what isn't.

Isn't that always the same, when we ask God for help then he answers, we then think we can do it on our own and then fail! I like you realise I need to solely depend on the Lord, it is a strangely freeing experience - putting all our troubles on Him and giving up the reins of our life.

As long as we keep in Him, He is faithful - at least you know that now, it took me a long time to really get that!
 
I can understand what you are going thru.I was always was the chunky kid.My sister always made fun of me.I lost a lot of weight when i was 20.Met the nut i married,Gained back the weight.He was verbally and physically abusive.after about 8 yrs with him i started going to the gym working out.First 2 months i did not lose a pound.I thought to myself that i could stop and stay fat or keep going and see what happens.I ended up getting into great shape! men and women alike would ask me for advice.My husband hated it!said he wanted his old wife back.I reminded him of when he made fun of me for be fat.I was in this best shape of my life and he was having one of many affairs.We divorced.That was about 10 yrs ago.I have continued to workout but the last couple of years my drinking has got the best of me and my workouts.I am once again over weight.I have always battled with over eating.Usually i can workout enough to afford to get away with a little extra.Not anymore.I have no energy and most of the time hung over.Drinking has robbed me of 9 yrs of my life.Today is the hardest so far.I feel like one big cry baby.I really do want a drink!!
 
mayaggie, hope you are OK and doing well - still thinking and praying for you and your husband.
 
I am ok.I have relapsed a couple of times with the drinking.I have been so discouraged because
i have felt sick almost every since i have tried to stop drinking.I now have figured out that i the
flu or just a bad cold.
 
mayaggie said:
I am ok.I have relapsed a couple of times with the drinking.I have been so discouraged because
i have felt sick almost every since i have tried to stop drinking.I now have figured out that i the
flu or just a bad cold.

Sorry to hear about all that and that you feel discouraged. I hope your cold is cleared up.

- Put God first, keep putting Him first daily. "But FIRST be concerned about God's kingdom and his righteousness, and (then) all of these things will be provided for you as well."

Wanting to walk with Him closely etc as your main desire, then He will (can be immediate) help you with stop drinking.
Recently after years of my prayers consisting of "God make me stop eating bad things", "God 'do this'" etc I realised I was putting 'all these things' first not God. My first desire was to be thin, God sort of was down the line.
I never 'got' that verse before and now I do. My full and first desire is to know God and I can tell you I am experiencing His grace and strength in all other areas of my life now where I never had before.

- Reread this thread

- Believe God can do this, He is powerful to do so

- Don't believe any lies Satan is telling you ie "Drinking isn't so bad, just cut back a bit", "you can't do this" etc. I never realised until recently all the lies Satan had been telling me. I didn't recognise it was satan.

I am still praying for you, don't get discouraged or give up. I realise I haven't posted all week but I did see your post a few days back and have been praying for you. I am not on here now that often but will keep my eye on this thread.

God wants the best for you :amen
 
Hi Mayaggie,

I haven't talked to you in awhile. You are doing such a great job! Don't give up, don't give up, don't give up! You may fall but don't give up. You need to keep a positive attitude. It sounds like your husband may be a enabler. He may feel like he could lose you if you were healthy. Don't let that get you down, it is probably baggage from his past. God will deal with him.

Ginger posted on a different site in this forum about the Bible study I have been doing for the past ten years. She said it could probably help others who went to things other than God for comfort even if it's not food. (it's a diet Bible study) anyway, I was wondering since it is a study of recovery from food addiction if it might help you with your addictions as well.

it is at http://www.flowersoverthewall.com

There are so many people here praying for you, I know you can feel them lifting you. Ginger has such a gift of encouragement. Read back through her post when you feel tempted. Really look at the scriptures.

We love you sister, don't be afraid to tell us when you fall, because we have all been here. You have done a great job of keeping it real here. This is a great place to be real.

I am still praying

Love Kelli
 
Thanks so much to everyone who is praying for me.I am doing better than i thought i would when i first decided to quit drinking.The craving has really not been that bad.The last time i tried to quit i made it 5 weeks and every night is as hard as the first.This time it has been easier.The hardest thing has been the i stay so tired all the time.It was one of the reasons i wanted to quit drinking was to feel better and i really don't.I think i had the flu but i am now past it.Most of the time i am to tired to do anything.Last night i was to tired to even take a bath.I am taking vitamins and i take a mixture of raw veggies and put them in a high powered blender with a little water and blend them to juice and drink it.I can go to the gym and workout and the next day i can barely get off the couch for literally all day.I am going to give it a few more weeks and if i do not get to feeling better i m going to the doctor and have blood work done.I am going to look into the bible study that Kelli was talking about.if it is something i can join i would like to.I tend to over eat myself and struggle with my wait.I will eat out of boredom.Wake up and eat in the middle of the night.
 
God tends to work in the most mysterious of ways sometimes. Even at paces we cannot seem to fathom for we tend to want things over with quickly or fixed immediately. Continue to be patient and persistent in your faith. This storm assuredly can be weathered. You have come this far.

I am sorry for having not gotten to this sooner. May God Bless You

Danielle
 
Keli is right, when we fall we have to go right back to God and get back up again.

I am glad it is easier. But I would go to the doctor now for blood work as your body has gone through a lot, and must be depleted in so many things. That may help, to maybe get specific vitamins, or you may be anemic etc.

As someone who is so unfit still, I can empathize, don't push it with the gym, do what you can.

If you are comfort eating that website Keli gave is excellent.
I would only say that as it was specific about food it talks a lot about freedom in food and eating what you want etc in moderation, especially day one of the study.

So obviously as you can't drink in moderation (as it has led to this) I wouldn't follow those parts for drinking - only for your comfort eating ( sorry stating the obvious ). But as you say you comfort eat it will help with that. As I wouldn't want to see you swap your addiction of pills and drink to food.

But if you leave those bits alone it is excellent and has loads of bible passages that explains things and gets your focus of your problem unto God which is great, so there is a lot there for you which is helpful.

As the main focus of the study is we turn to other things (in the study food) for comfort but we are trying to fill a Holy Spirit hole, with other things and it won't work. Only by going to our true comforter the Holy Spirit will it give us that true comfort we are seeking.

Temptation is hard and when we fall it makes it harder, but God is loving and faithful and we just have to get up and try again through the Holy Spirit.

Keep in there Mayaggie :)
 
Oh yes Ginger and Mayaggie,

I am sorry, I didn't think of that!!! I don't think an alcoholic can drink in moderation, but as we need food to survive it's different. The diet part of the study doesn't apply to drugs or alcohol.

I do think however, that the study can help with the stronghold of addiction, and teach you how Satan uses our thoughts to bind us. And as you have mentioned you have a little problem with food sometimes, it may help you with that too.

Mayaggie, I think Ginger is right about your health. You may have disguised a medical condition with drugs and alcohol. I know one of the symptoms of morphine withdrawal is heavy legs, but what you have been describing with the illness accompanied by extreme fatigue maybe something you want to check with a doctor???

You are doing such a great job, keep the positive attitude. Negativity is one of Satan's most powerful tools. When he comes at you, just tell him "I can do all things through Christ Jesus, who strengthens me!" :yes

Love,
Kelli
 
I do realize that i can not drink in moderation.These last few days has not been that bad.as soon as i make it 2 weeks without a drink i can go to the doctor and get a script for campral.It is suppose to help your brain cemicals get back to normal faster.The last time i quit i got the script but never took it.Thought i could make it on my on.This time i want all the help i can get.I just really want my life back the way it was before i started drinking.If i needed to go to the grocery store i went.Now if i need to go the the store i put it off as long as i can or send my husband because i just do not feel like going.I never feel like doing anything.I have been blaming it on the drinking.Now i don't know what's causing me to feel like this.
 
mayaggie said:
I do realize that i can not drink in moderation.These last few days has not been that bad.as soon as i make it 2 weeks without a drink i can go to the doctor and get a script for campral.It is suppose to help your brain cemicals get back to normal faster.The last time i quit i got the script but never took it.Thought i could make it on my on.This time i want all the help i can get.I just really want my life back the way it was before i started drinking.If i needed to go to the grocery store i went.Now if i need to go the the store i put it off as long as i can or send my husband because i just do not feel like going.I never feel like doing anything.I have been blaming it on the drinking.Now i don't know what's causing me to feel like this.

Kelli completely agree.

Mayaggie, There are a few different reasons why you may feel like this. This is why I would go to the doctors now. As 100% your body will be needing something whether that is certain vitamins, iron pills, etc. It may be that your body is just run down and that is why you don't feel like doing anything.

Or You have had crutches for so long to mask you facing the world that now it is all stripped away you must be feeling a bit "naked" and unsure and that is all it is.

Or it may be you are feeling a bit depressed. And if you are then you should tell your doctor before taking campral as it could make it worse.

Why I am pushing the doctors is there can be other reasons you are feeling like this and I wouldn't anyone too quickly to push you down the "depressed" route ie give you pills for that when that is not the problem.

I think you should check out the physical first at the same time asking God to heal your emotional wounds as it would be normal to feel emotionally "naked". As it could simply be cured with some rest, nutrition, vitamins and other things that your bloodwork shows you need. You can go back to the doctor for the campral if you want it later.

And maybe you have issues to work through the same ones that made you turn to drink and drugs in the first place. If you do, and you feel overwhelmed and it's not just helping having quiet times etc then I would seek out a GOOD christian counselor as they would help you practically with your spiritual walk with God as well as helping you with your problems from a biblical point of view.

Believe me we all feel overwhelmed at times and unsure so we understand.
He heals the brokenhearted, binding up their wounds. Psalm 147
 
Mayaggie, Hope you are OK, still praying for you.

This particular day from Kelli from flowersoverthewall.com really helped me and I think will be helpful for you -


Week 3 Day 5

Spiritual weapons

Day ___________________________ Date ___________________________



This battle of the bulge is truly a war, a raging war. The emotional battles are intense and we need to understand the seriousness of it.

It is a difficult and arduous fight; I get tired and depressed sometimes. The enemy’s weapons come in so fast and furious and just when I think I have won the battle, he attacks from a different angle.

That’s why it’s so important to learn how to use our mighty weapons. You can’t fight Satan with conventional weapons like will power. He is too strong for you.

You need to fight him the way David did, with faith in the Lord of Host. David always had faith in God to protect and defend him.

You can see he depended on God, not only in his battle against Goliath, but also in how he handled his relationships with Saul and Absalom.

II Corinthians 10:3-6 For though we walk in the flesh, we do not war according to the flesh. 4 For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal but mighty in God for pulling down strongholds, 5 casting down arguments and every high thing that exalts itself against the knowledge of God, bringing every thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ, 6 and being ready to punish all disobedience when your obedience is fulfilled.

Consider our divine example Jesus. He fought off Satan by the power of Gods word and faith in that word.

To get the maximum results you need to bombard the temptation with prayer. Prayer that is rapid and relentless, like the persistent widow in Luke.

Luke 18:1-8 Then He spoke a parable to them, that men always ought to pray and not lose heart, 2 saying: "There was in a certain city a judge who did not fear God nor regard man. 3 Now there was a widow in that city; and she came to him, saying, "Get justice for me from my adversary.' 4 And he would not for a while; but afterward he said within himself, "Though I do not fear God nor regard man, 5 yet because this widow troubles me I will avenge her, lest by her continual coming she weary me."'
6 Then the Lord said, "Hear what the unjust judge said. 7 And shall God not avenge His own elect who cry out day and night to Him, though He bears long with them? 8 I tell you that He will avenge them speedily. Nevertheless, when the Son of Man comes, will He really find faith on the earth?"

Pray until you don’t feel tempted any more. That could take from one minute to one hour. It’s up to God He knows these test build your spiritual muscles.

He won’t allow you to be tempted beyond what you are able to resist. Think about that when you are being tempted; tell yourself and Satan, this temptation is not more than I can bear. We know that this is true because, God says so in His word.

For the next few days we will be studying our spiritual armor and Weapons, and how to use them. The first article of protection a soldier wore was his clothing. If a soldier were to wear heavy armor without the soft protective garments underneath, it would have been enormously uncomfortable.

Read: I Peter 5:5-9 Likewise you younger people, submit yourselves to your elders. Yes, all of you be submissive to one another, and be clothed with humility, for "God resists the proud, But gives grace to the humble.6 Therefore humble yourselves under the mighty hand of God, that He may exalt you in due time, 7 casting all your care upon Him, for He cares for you. 8 Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil walks about like a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour. 9 Resist him, steadfast in the faith, knowing that the same sufferings are experienced by your brotherhood in the world.

In what does this scripture say about what we need to be clothed? _______________

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Who is your enemy or adversary? ________________________ The devil is described here as a lion. A lion will pick out those who have strayed from the flock so we need to stay close to our Shepherd and fellow Christians.

What do you think being clothed in humility has to do with fighting a war against a lion, the devil? ______________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________________________ __________________________________________________________________________

Just as you can’t fight a lion with your bare hands, you can’t fight Satan with will power in your own strength. We have to turn the Lordship over to God; quit being your own god by deciding to sin. Stop the rationalizing. You must be humble and know your place. Even Michael the archangel didn’t presume to fight with Satan but instead he said the Lord rebuke you.

Jude 9 Yet Michael the archangel, in contending with the devil, when he disputed about the body of Moses, dared not bring against him a reviling accusation, but said, "The Lord rebuke you!"

You have the authority to rebuke Satan but only, and I mean only through the power of the Holy Spirit. I remember a time in my life when I was on a spiritual high. I thought I was so strong that Satan could never make me fall and in essence, I called Satan on.

I remember saying, “Hit me with your best shot Satan.†Don’t ever do that! It took about a year before God could pull me out of that deep depression.

Satan is strong, you have to humble yourself and rely on God. Satan always tries to get you to elevate yourself and become your own God. In most cults, the “you can be a god†dogma is at the foundation of their belief. Satan used it with Eve in the garden. Satan loves this scheme. It’s why he was thrown out of heaven. Every time you fall to temptation, you are in a sense becoming your own God and deciding you know what is best for yourself. Write the following scripture verses.

Proverbs 3:34 Surely He scorns the scornful, But gives grace to the humble.

Use your own Bible and complete the following passages, James 4:6,7 But He gives more grace. Therefore He says: “ God resists the proud, But gives grace to the humble.â€Â

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Finish writing I Peter 5:5-8 Likewise you younger people, submit yourselves to your elders. Yes, all of you be submissive to one another, and be clothed with humility, for “ God resists the proud, But gives grace to the humble.†__________________________________

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Revelation 12:11 ______________________________________________________

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In your own words briefly summarize the previous scriptures. What is God’s instruction for fighting Satan? __________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________________________

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The freedom from arrogance grows out of the recognition that all we have and are, comes from God. To fight Satan we need to humble ourselves and depend on God and resist Satan through faith. Use our weapons and lift God up. Spiritual warfare is not a bolstering of our strength and will power, but of humbling ourselves and letting God do the work, following His will.

The Dictionary defines Humble as: low not proud or haughty not pretensions unassuming “insignificant.â€Â

The world has always despised humility because of its implied inadequacy, lack of dignity and worthlessness. This is not the meaning of humility as defined by the Bible.

Read: Matthew 11: 29, 30 Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For My yoke is easy and My burden is light."

Mark 10:45 For even the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve, and to give His life a ransom for many."

John 13:4-17 Jesus, knowing that the Father had given all things into His hands, and that He had come from God and was going to God, 4 rose from supper and laid aside His garments, took a towel and girded Himself. 5 After that, He poured water into a basin and began to wash the disciples' feet, and to wipe them with the towel with which He was girded. 6 Then He came to Simon Peter. And Peter said to Him, "Lord, are You washing my feet?"
7 Jesus answered and said to him, "What I am doing you do not understand now, but you will know after this."

8 Peter said to Him, "You shall never wash my feet!" Jesus answered him, "If I do not wash you, you have no part with Me."

9 Simon Peter said to Him, "Lord, not my feet only, but also my hands and my head!"

10 Jesus said to him, "He who is bathed needs only to wash his feet, but is completely clean; and you are clean, but not all of you.†11 For He knew who would betray Him; therefore He said, "You are not all clean."

12 So when He had washed their feet, taken His garments, and sat down again, He said to them, "Do you know what I have done to you? 13 You call Me Teacher and Lord, and you say well, for so I am. 14 If I then, your Lord and Teacher, have washed your feet, you also ought to wash one another's feet. 15 For I have given you an example, that you should do as I have done to you. 16 Most assuredly, I say to you, a servant is not greater than his master; nor is he who is sent greater than he who sent him. 17 If you know these things, blessed are you if you do them.

Philippians 2:5-8 Let this mind be in you which was also in Christ Jesus, 6 who, being in the form of God, did not consider it robbery to be equal with God, 7 but made Himself of no reputation, taking the form of a bondservant, and coming in the likeness of men. 8 And being found in appearance as a man, He humbled Himself and became obedient to the point of death, even the death of the cross

Jesus is the supreme example of humility and He is completely adequate, He is infinite dignity and worth.

Finish writing verse eight of the previous passage. And being found in appearance as

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What did Jesus do to become obedient to the point of death? ____________________
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He humbled Himself. What do you think being humble means? _________________

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Biblical humility is not a belittling of oneself like the hypocrites in Matthew 6:16 "Moreover, when you fast, do not be like the hypocrites, with a sad countenance. For they disfigure their faces that they may appear to men to be fasting. Assuredly, I say to you, they have their reward.

It is exalting God, true humility does not produce pride, it generates gratitude. Since God is both our creator and redeemer our existence and righteousness depends on Him.

Read John 15:5-8 "I am the vine, you are the branches. He who abides in Me, and I in him, bears much fruit; for without Me you can do nothing. 6 If anyone does not abide in Me, he is cast out as a branch and is withered; and they gather them and throw them into the fire, and they are burned. 7 If you abide in Me, and My words abide in you, you will ask what you desire, and it shall be done for you. 8 By this My Father is glorified, that you bear much fruit; so you will be My disciples.

What does the previous scripture mean to you? ______________________________

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According to the preceding scriptures, Can we do anything good outside of God? _________ Explain ____________________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________________________

You have to stay in touch with God every second to be obedient.

Read I Thessalonians 5:16-18 16 Rejoice always, 17 pray without ceasing, 18 in everything give thanks; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.

Acts 17:28 for in Him we live and move and have our being, as also some of your own poets have said, "For we are also His offspring.'

Let’s read how Jesus handled attacks from Satan. Luke 4:1-13 Then Jesus, being filled with the Holy Spirit, returned from the Jordan and was led by the Spirit into the wilderness, 2 being tempted for forty days by the devil. And in those days He ate nothing, and afterward, when they had ended, He was hungry.

3 And the devil said to Him, "If You are the Son of God, command this stone to become bread."

4 But Jesus answered him, saying, "It is written, "Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word of God.

5 Then the devil, taking Him up on a high mountain, showed Him all the kingdoms of the world in a moment of time. 6 And the devil said to Him, "All this authority I will give You, and their glory; for this has been delivered to me, and I give it to whomever I wish. 7 Therefore, if You will worship before me, all will be Yours."

8 And Jesus answered and said to him, "Get behind Me, Satan! For it is written, "You shall worship the LORD your God, and Him only you shall serve.

9 Then he brought Him to Jerusalem, set Him on the pinnacle of the temple, and said to Him, "If You are the Son of God, throw Yourself down from here. 10 For it is written: "He shall give His angels charge over you, To keep you,' and, "In their hands they shall bear you up, Lest you dash your foot against a stone.

12 And Jesus answered and said to him, "It has been said, "You shall not tempt the LORD your God.]

13 Now when the devil had ended every temptation, he departed from Him until an opportune time.

In the passages above, what weapon did Satan use to fight with? _______________________

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He distorted the Word of God. Just like in the Garden of Eden. Genesis 3:1-7 Now the serpent was more crafty than any of the wild animals the LORD God had made. He said to the woman, "Did God really say, 'You must not eat from any tree in the garden'?"

2 The woman said to the serpent, "We may eat fruit from the trees in the garden, 3 but God did say, 'You must not eat fruit from the tree that is in the middle of the garden, and you must not touch it, or you will die." 4 "You will not surely die," the serpent said to the woman. 5 "For God knows that when you eat of it your eyes will be opened, and you will be like God, knowing good and evil."

6 When the woman saw that the fruit of the tree was good for food and pleasing to the eye, and also desirable for gaining wisdom, she took some and ate it. She also gave some to her husband, who was with her, and he ate it. 7 Then the eyes of both of them were opened, and they realized they were naked; so they sewed fig leaves together and made coverings for themselves.

Satan has always used the Word of God, the Bible to deceive. That’s why you have to stay in the Word and go to church and pray so you will see his deceptions. His favorite tactic is to tell you “you will be like Godâ€Â. Most of the cults have this philosophy as doctrine.

What mighty weapon did Jesus use to fight Satan? ____________________________ Jesus being tempted, not only used Scripture (Truth) but in so doing praised God and acknowledged His dependence upon Him. When we choose to follow Satan and walk our own path, we are taking control from God and making ourselves a god.

Matthew 4:11 Then the devil left Him, and behold, angels came and ministered to Him.

II Corinthians 12:9 And He said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness." Therefore most gladly I will rather boast in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.



Read Psalm 95



In light of today’s study, what was the scripture or statement in today’s lesson that most spoke to your heart? __________________________________________________________

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What steps of faith does God want you to take towards Him today? ____________________

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Rephrase the scripture or statement into an expression of faith_________________________

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Write this weeks memory verse, Hebrews 11:6 _________________________________ ___________________________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________________________
 
Hi Ginger,
Thank you for your prayers.I am still trying.Kinda on and off the wagon.I know this sounds crazy but it feels like all h... has broke loose since i have tried to quit drinking.I feel so awful most the time and barely get off the coutch.My husband and i have gone from trying to buy a house on the beach to now planning on getting a divorce.I know the first thought that comes to mind is that it probably has something to do with my drinking.It doesn't.It's because of years of his infidelity that never ends.I have spent the last 10 yrs working for him in his business and tomorrow i have got to go find me another job.My son and i will be the ones moving because i will
not be able to pay for the house we live in.My husband is not wanting to give me anything.I do realize this is even more reason for me to stop drinking.Please remember to pray for me.
 
mayaggie said:
Hi Ginger,
Thank you for your prayers.I am still trying.Kinda on and off the wagon.I know this sounds crazy but it feels like all h... has broke loose since i have tried to quit drinking.I feel so awful most the time and barely get off the coutch.My husband and i have gone from trying to buy a house on the beach to now planning on getting a divorce.I know the first thought that comes to mind is that it probably has something to do with my drinking.It doesn't.It's because of years of his infidelity that never ends.I have spent the last 10 yrs working for him in his business and tomorrow i have got to go find me another job.My son and i will be the ones moving because i will
not be able to pay for the house we live in.My husband is not wanting to give me anything.I do realize this is even more reason for me to stop drinking.Please remember to pray for me.

Oh Mayaggie, how I am full of sorrow reading what you are going through! Of course I will keep praying for you.

Wow - doesn't Satan just love to get in to a situation, it is no surprise that while you are turning back to God and secondary for His strength in helping you quit drinking - that Satan comes in and tries to make life more difficult and discourage you.

I am so sorry to hear of his years of infidelity to you, how that must hurt you and I know it grieves God as you are His child and He loves you and knows how you are hurting. Not only that but your job is tied up with him.

I have been praying for your husband and for his salvation - to repent of his sins and turn to God. For only through God can he repent and the marriage be healed by becoming the husband God talks about in the bible. While I will still pray for this I also will pray that he will know how he is treating you is wrong, and that he should pay monies for you and your son.

I know it seems easy for me to sit here and offer platitudes or bible verses like I don't understand how deep your grief is and how overwhelming and desperate the situation looks. I want you to know, I can only imagine!

But we do know that our God is a God of miracles and all He wants us to do is put ALL our trust and faith in Him who loves us and wants the best for us. He already knows how you are feeling, He just wants you to come to Him and put your faith in Him
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" Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us,"
Ephesians 3:20


"And my God will supply all your needs according to His riches in glory in Christ Jesus". Phillippians 4:19

You are going through such a tough time, but know God wants to take that tiny grain of faith you have and show you, that you can rely and trust in Him who is able!
And it doesn't sound crazy - realise it's a spiritual war, not against flesh and blood. So satan will just try and get in and do everything he can to discourage you, not to trust in God, and he will want you to trust in drink again to fool you into thinking that's your release and comfort. You know it's not - only in God.

Keeping praying for you and your situation.
 
Hi Ginger,
Thank you for your prayers,i am doing much better with not drinking.Not really bothering me
anymore.I am glad that i started trying to quit and praying before this all started with my husband or it would be even harder to handle.We will be filing our divorce on monday.He is walking
around and cracking joking jokes and acting like nothing is wrong.I think that is what hurts the most since we have been together over 10 yrs and have a 7 yr old son who has ADHD and other problems.He has a 12 yr old son that lives with us and we are going to have to seperate the boys.
Just a month ago he was saying how we have no problems and nothing to argu about.I guess his
18 yr old girlfriend changed that.Please keep me in your prayers.
 
Sounds like you've been in an emotionally abusive adultrous situation for a long time, maymaggie, I imagine the drinking was in part an escape whether you realized it or not. Maybe God is doing some house cleaning and you won't realize it until later.
I will be praying for you and your family.
 
I hope you are right.I love my husband dearly and it really hurts.He can not even give me one
reason why he wants a divorce.He did this 3 yrs ago when he was fooling around with a 19yr old
girl.That time i refused to leave and insisted that i did not want a divorce.This time i have gone
to see and attorney and i am filing for a divorce on monday.He just turned 45 and he works out a lot and is real muscle and likes to flirt with the young girls.Please pray for me that the Lord will
give me the strength to get pass this and find a job and a place to live.You would think that even if he did not care he could at least pretend he did.I remember before crying for hours at a time and he would walk around on top of the world acting like nothing was wrong.I guess at least this
will be the last time i will have to go thru this.
 
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