I've been having these sudden attacks usually at night that I am going to go to hell. I don't know why but it is paralyzing me I feel like God is so far from me right now and that maybe I'm not truly a follower of Jesus Christ. It is hard to distinguish if it is Satan or the conviction of the Holy Spirit. I try to read the bible when I'm having these fears and i just can't understand it then all these doubts pop into my mind like what if the translation of the bible you have isn't accurate and you are being lead astray or what is you were a christian and God has left you, or maybe I'm not one of the elect or what if you committed the unpardonable sin . I try to Pray and nothing comes out. please help me, I'm desperate!