Carol Lowery
Member
Finally back in town and right off the bat the enemy attacks. My dearest best friend [Gail] that I always take care of, and handle the hard/heavy labor around her house getting it how she wants it, and doing things she's not capable of doing. Yesturday was a bad day, doctor's have found [though I/we claim healing] have found multible spots on her lungs, liver, pancreus, and a mass in the chest/remaining breast. Yesturday the treatment was so bad, and made her radioactive to the point that she was not allow to have anyone come closer than 10 feet, which just broke my heart that I couldn't hug her to comfort her for what she had just went through....I could only pray...and be in agreement with her to believe the report of God, and not man's as being the final word.
Now for another dear friend [Juanita] that is just mama to all of us close friends, 80 years old and had back surgery and then had a med reaction that put her right back in the hospital for a few more days. Please keep her and the family in prayer, family staying around the clock, and trying to continue with their own responsibilities takes a tow on the nerves.
And please keep me in prayer, these last few weeks have really taken a tow on my body, with rain and this arthritis, with being out of town working, and trying to be there for friends that need you, now having to take care of my own home by my abscent which is just unreal plus [our daughter and husband and kids moving out by our request] the mess left for us to clean is [I just don't have words].
I can only go forward in Jesus name and one step at a time seeking HIS strength to have the strength to handle the task that is laid out before me in the cleaning up. Removing the mountains of chaos off as the weather and this body of mine allow me. And just letting go and letting God do what HE alone does best. But when your spirit can't handle chaos, it really takes a tow on your spirit, and I felt like I was struggling to maintain my walk with Christ....the chaos would just make me loose it!! I mean it would just bring something ugly up in me....enough was enough with this whirlwind of constant chaos, my spirit just couldn't handle it no more.
And funny thing, my friend Gail has a friend that lives in the Holy Lands and put our names in the Wailing Wall, the next day our breakthrough came with our heart felt desires being answered. Thank you Jesus..
Other than that, praise God I'm home, not out in the boonies in the middle of no where, though the peace was very loud at first, which made you thirst for peace even stronger when I came home.
So I'm glad to be back home, glad to be back home here at CF, though today I'm very tired, but plan to go to bed and start fresh in a new day the Lord has made, and now finally be glad in it. So HEEY to everyone, thanks for helping holding the fort/forums down for me, gosh I'm glad to be back.
Now for another dear friend [Juanita] that is just mama to all of us close friends, 80 years old and had back surgery and then had a med reaction that put her right back in the hospital for a few more days. Please keep her and the family in prayer, family staying around the clock, and trying to continue with their own responsibilities takes a tow on the nerves.
And please keep me in prayer, these last few weeks have really taken a tow on my body, with rain and this arthritis, with being out of town working, and trying to be there for friends that need you, now having to take care of my own home by my abscent which is just unreal plus [our daughter and husband and kids moving out by our request] the mess left for us to clean is [I just don't have words].
I can only go forward in Jesus name and one step at a time seeking HIS strength to have the strength to handle the task that is laid out before me in the cleaning up. Removing the mountains of chaos off as the weather and this body of mine allow me. And just letting go and letting God do what HE alone does best. But when your spirit can't handle chaos, it really takes a tow on your spirit, and I felt like I was struggling to maintain my walk with Christ....the chaos would just make me loose it!! I mean it would just bring something ugly up in me....enough was enough with this whirlwind of constant chaos, my spirit just couldn't handle it no more.
And funny thing, my friend Gail has a friend that lives in the Holy Lands and put our names in the Wailing Wall, the next day our breakthrough came with our heart felt desires being answered. Thank you Jesus..
Other than that, praise God I'm home, not out in the boonies in the middle of no where, though the peace was very loud at first, which made you thirst for peace even stronger when I came home.
So I'm glad to be back home, glad to be back home here at CF, though today I'm very tired, but plan to go to bed and start fresh in a new day the Lord has made, and now finally be glad in it. So HEEY to everyone, thanks for helping holding the fort/forums down for me, gosh I'm glad to be back.