ari.sketch
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- Aug 15, 2023
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Hello all,
My name is Ari, just joined today, and didn't want a prayer request to be my first post here, but I really do need some prayer support. I'm really at the lowest point of my life at the moment.
Because of some circumstances, I've been dealing with severe depression, anxiety, fear, loneliness, shame, guilt, doubts, unbelief, brokenness, and thoughts of suicide.
FYI, I am a born again Christian, but has not been living the standard set for us, though I do try.
If there is a silver lining to my current condition, I have been more focused on God, has (hopefully) gotten closer to God (though truth be told God feels very far from me at the moment, but I know He loves me and cares for me - and I am trying to rely on faith, not on my emotion).
I've also gain more understanding about depression, mental health, etc, and a lot more compassion for those who are battling through it.
A lot of this is because I may be facing some legal disciplinary action - but hoping it won't come to that.
Being in a foreign land doesn't help and I feel completely alone in this.
I would really appreciate some prayer support, and if anyone has a word for me from God, please feel free to share them.
I'm really thankful for you all.
Barely hanging on a thread, but I know God loves me, but man ... it's pretty tough right now.
Thanks, all.
God bless,
Ari
My name is Ari, just joined today, and didn't want a prayer request to be my first post here, but I really do need some prayer support. I'm really at the lowest point of my life at the moment.
Because of some circumstances, I've been dealing with severe depression, anxiety, fear, loneliness, shame, guilt, doubts, unbelief, brokenness, and thoughts of suicide.
FYI, I am a born again Christian, but has not been living the standard set for us, though I do try.
If there is a silver lining to my current condition, I have been more focused on God, has (hopefully) gotten closer to God (though truth be told God feels very far from me at the moment, but I know He loves me and cares for me - and I am trying to rely on faith, not on my emotion).
I've also gain more understanding about depression, mental health, etc, and a lot more compassion for those who are battling through it.
A lot of this is because I may be facing some legal disciplinary action - but hoping it won't come to that.
Being in a foreign land doesn't help and I feel completely alone in this.
I would really appreciate some prayer support, and if anyone has a word for me from God, please feel free to share them.
I'm really thankful for you all.
Barely hanging on a thread, but I know God loves me, but man ... it's pretty tough right now.
Thanks, all.
God bless,
Ari