Douglas Summers
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God said this, that, but things are hard, not working out.
By: Brother Mike
Praise The Lord!! Brother Mike here with some more amazing revelation, handed to those who are seeking to advance and want answers. Of course I had to learn this through experience, and more than once.
A quick story of what this looks like:
I use to Pastor a church. The Lord said leave and move to Branson, MO and go to Keith Moore's Church to prepare myself for bigger things. A few years pass, I learn lots of things.
Now, the Lord asked me to go to healing school and sit in and listen through the week day, and the Lord asked me to be on the Parking team, and grounds team. I was on those teams, and was faithful going to healing school. For about half a year.
Well, and new business opportunity came up, so that had to be the Lord, and a few other things that (LOOKED) great came up, Had to be God promoting me.
Well, that did not leave much time for Parking lot team and Healing school was out of the question. Nobody at church saw my amazing revelation, and did not ask me to preach. After all I am called to be a preacher, not be on some parking lot time, right?
Well, through my business folks who hear God, it came about to go back to my home town and Pastor again. Just pack up and go. That sounded good to me, sounded like the Lord was promoting me again to even greater things.
So, I went back to Champaign, IL, and the former Pastor was glad to have me back and put me right back behind the pulpit. Smooth and easy.
So, I looked for work, studied the Word which I do most the day anyway, and Preached at church again. Sounded like a great set up.
Services where great, had a chance to go to the projects (Hood) and witness there, the Lord did some amazing things, the Lord did some amazing things in church through me preaching, the power was on.
However, at home, the power was not on. No job would hire me, and I did not want to ask money from the church, I only ask God for things.
So I spent the next few months preaching, and falling behind in bills, and wondering what the heck I was going to eat ever day. I felt the devil was attacking, but the Lord was not answering me. Had to have more faith, but I am not sure how, Brother Mike already has lots of faith. I teach faith, and trusting God, what was I missing? Nobody goes broke serving God, and nobody does without.
Well, after the 2nd day of having no food, I just fell on my knee's and said, "I don't see it, I did what you asked, I am preaching again, I am being faithful, I don't get it, I'll hear anything, I just need the answer."
The Lord spoke, (Not a voice, inside) He said, "Ya, and your going to starve staying out of my will year after year. Did I ever mention to you about starting a business? Did I say leave the parking lot team? You claimed I said those things, but you just heard what you wanted to hear."
Wow, I have deceived myself for a very long time here. If you had asked me if God said those things, I would have said Yes. Truth is, I never sought the Lord fully on any of those things. I just went by what "Seemed" right and called it God. I also listened to others.
That next day I heard a message from Keith Moore about leaving your place, and that just confirmed everything. I resigned from teaching at the church, and Went back to Branson, MO that night.
That is what it looks like, and many, many, many believers are in the same position I put myself in. To be honest, I would have sworn it was God giving me all that direction. God was not a part of it, it was things I wanted to hear. WHO wants to hear be faithful on some parking lot team for 10 years? If that is your place though, it's the best and most blessed place to be.
How can it seem that God say something to us, but it's not God, or It's God giving you up to what YOU want to do, until you fall flat on your face and come crawling back for help?
In the next part we will examine this with scriptures.
Mike
Hi Mike,
My calling and election was somewhat similar. Like Chopper, when I began to become serious about studying the Scriptures, I did not see in Church what I gleamed from the Bible. Everyone in Church were nice, but there was no fruit of the works of the Spirit of Christ. My wife was a legal secretary and she worked for the pastor/teacher who was a Juvenal Judge here in TN. Not feeling comfortable with the spirit of the Church to the Spirit of Christ, I asked the Lord to show me the Truth or was I in error. Soon after that. every thing in my life changed. I managed a Water Treatment Plant and most of the workers there were Christians. But they went to the board and complained about me to get me fired. (small town politics). They just said they did not like me. They would hide tape recorders around the plant and try to get me to say something that they could use against me. When that did not work they went to the board of city officials behind my back and got me fired. At that meeting, I was made to stay in another room while my employees made accusations against me. I was not allowed to defend myself. After the meeting I was fired. I had a wife and two children to support and now i was out of work. Mind you, these were devout Christians?
Soon after that the Judge and Pastor/teacher of the Church fired my wife. Gave no reason? eventually I lost my car. Had to file bankruptcy and lived at my in laws house. I had lost everything with the help of so called Christian friends. I had nothing left to hold onto.......Except Christ. He let everything be taken from me till all I had was Him. I asked for Him to show me the Truth, and he gave me the only foundation I needed to stand on. I found a job about 100 mi. away from where I lived and stayed in the word every day.....and I mean everyday. Helped to build a Church building near my work. I tried to find fellowship at LDS , but the Spirit of the Lord warned me through His Spirit in me. At their indoctrination when I was going to join the LDS, the last thing they said to me was "that Jesus was just a good man". Immediately my feet got warm and it went from my feet and through my whole body. I stood up and said "so far I have not believed a word you said". I did not know where that came from, for it was instant. They got up and left, they said I had Satan in me. But it was the Holy Spirit, the flesh had no control over it. I tried out the WWCG. It was a DEAD church. And I mean dead! for the Spirit could not find anything that honored the Lord. It was all self willed worship. (humanist).
If you are born again, the Holy Spirit will not allow you to tread in a field of Tares. And it will work with a willing vessel. Not by trial and error, that is the work of the flesh, but by a daily walk and the Scriptures of proof of His energy. Every Scripture will line up with the word of God, for the word is God. More in the next post.
In Christ
Douglas Summers
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