[__ Prayer __] Same taunts on loop ?

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He has warrants. He’s going to jail. We’re going to have him committed to the state hospital ?. Etc etc etc.

I’m nearly 40 now. Dad ? is dealing with cancer. I’ve been saved for a bit over 11 years and this time.,,


Can’t believe how far Jesus Christ has brought me. Not that I’m alpha top dog ? lol ? but…

I can carry on. I went to probate court yesterday. In cases where an individual has court mandated outpatient mental health treatment, probate court has a copy. I didn’t think ? I could possibly have one…no hospitalizations in over 15 years…but I kept hearing the taunts so I called probate court. A borderline angry ? lady had me give her my driver license ? and she went into a room and then came back and told me that I am NOT in the system. Forgive the screaming ? caps ?…this has been frustrating to put it mildly.

I dunno ?‍ dad ? is facing this health situation and I can’t actually slip into a never ending inward spiral ?. Just…no.

I’m frustrated with the situation to a point. People kept me up at 2 3 4 in the morning today. We’re going to get his dad’s retirement he answers to his guardian he needs to feel more pain and on and on and on…,

Ugh ? it’s death by a thousand paper ? cuts or Chinese water ? torture..,

Praise Jesus Christ for mercy and deliverance. I’m not angry ? just…frustrated.

Thank you ?

 

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Ugh ?

Dad’s still in the hospital ?. Tests. Mama didn’t elaborate.

Neighbors at my parents house ? yelled out you’re going to prison and…


I dealt with it better than in years past, praise God.

Frustrating.