I accepted Jesus manyyyyyyyyyy years ago, but never truly knew who He was to me. I knew His attributes, but did not recognize the I AM that he is. I was walking in weak faith searching and questioning and at times doubting and running away from His throne of grace. I'm the kind of person who needs proof positive in order to understand certain things. Simple faith comes easy to some, but others, like me, it's like needing to be hit over the head before you can see and understand that which has always been. In one of my questioning moments God spoke to my heart and told me to only believe. Not to only believe, but to trust Him in all things. When I quit questioning and started searching that is when the Holy Spirit started revealing so many revelations of who the great I AM was in my own personal life as at that point I made Jesus my personal Lord and Savior and will never again run away from His throne of grace.
I'm encouraged that it worked out for you in that way. It didn't for me.
In one of my questioning moments, God spoke to my heart about the meaning of 'Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen.... And without faith it is impossible to please him, for whoever would draw near to God must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who seek him' (Heb 11:1, 6 ESV ).
He showed me that faith to believe was not blind faith but faith based on the evidence of who Jesus is, why he died, and why he died for me.
I needed to check out the evidence. For me, there was no point in having faith in a God/god who was ill defined and for whom there was questionable evidence. I needed helps to pursue who God was. I was helped big time by the evidence in C S Lewis,
Mere Christianity, based on 4-sets of disjointed radio presentations by Lewis, an Oxford don.
In more recent years, Lee Strobel's,
The Case for Christ, has met a similar need but in a much better writing style, in my view.
I'm not convinced that 'simply believe' is what we should be presenting. It doesn't help people to count the cost of following Jesus in our contemporary world (Luke 14:25-33 NIV ), with so many objections to the Christian faith (that we even experience on this Christian forum).
Oz