Christ_empowered
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Negative static around my small city. I know as a Christian that the evil one is real son the prowl seeking whom he may devour. And…
I’ve read from modern psychiatric survivor stories that it’s almost impossible to truly escape psychiatry in modern society. I’ve only been hospitalized twice both private. Never committed. No felonies in my record never been in prison. And yet…
In a small city
I’m finding that it’s sort of darned every which way one might turn. My labels were severe and stigmatizing…severe narcissistic personality disorder schizophrenic psychopath…and my treatments included heavy shock and a lobotomy. No really. There’s been some litigation and…
Ugh
it’s not that I was sinless or blameless but God spared me and now I truly think 
I’m among the redeemed. Psalm 107 is where I’m at now basically. So…
The upstairs neighbors stomp and I had to get cameras and replace some items…in a modest but safe and nice neighborhood. And I can go on and on about the specifics of why I think I’m among the redeemed, and it isn’t that I’m a mega Christian just that I am a Christian. So…
I just had to pump gas and static psych label junk, off to get drive thru coffee and more junk…
To my credit…which honestly is really about Jesus Christ changing me not me per se…I handled the coffee
️ situation ok 
and I even gave a small small tip…
It’s just frustrating . Very very frustrating. Is it because I’m psych labeled and not employed? Is it…? On and on. I do think
I have loads of enemies. When I was down and out things were more open and blatant and now…????
I’m frightened at times but not paralyzed by fear now praise God. Part of it is the almost nauseating feeling that the junk now really is because I have been made an over comer in Christ and He has set me free and…
Yup. Fallen cruel world
His ways are higher than ours and at odds with the world 
around us. Pushback I guess.
I usually get groceries curbside. A couple of times now I’ve suspected that I was given deliberately spoiled food
. God watched out for me and I thank Him…no major sickness…
But wow
eye opening I guess.
So me yet again bringing my life stuff up for prayer
Thanks
I’ve read from modern psychiatric survivor stories that it’s almost impossible to truly escape psychiatry in modern society. I’ve only been hospitalized twice both private. Never committed. No felonies in my record never been in prison. And yet…
In a small city
I’m finding that it’s sort of darned every which way one might turn. My labels were severe and stigmatizing…severe narcissistic personality disorder schizophrenic psychopath…and my treatments included heavy shock and a lobotomy. No really. There’s been some litigation and…Ugh
it’s not that I was sinless or blameless but God spared me and now I truly think I’m among the redeemed. Psalm 107 is where I’m at now basically. So…The upstairs neighbors stomp and I had to get cameras and replace some items…in a modest but safe and nice neighborhood. And I can go on and on about the specifics of why I think I’m among the redeemed, and it isn’t that I’m a mega Christian just that I am a Christian. So…
I just had to pump gas and static psych label junk, off to get drive thru coffee and more junk…
To my credit…which honestly is really about Jesus Christ changing me not me per se…I handled the coffee
️ situation ok and I even gave a small small tip…It’s just frustrating . Very very frustrating. Is it because I’m psych labeled and not employed? Is it…? On and on. I do think
I have loads of enemies. When I was down and out things were more open and blatant and now…????I’m frightened at times but not paralyzed by fear now praise God. Part of it is the almost nauseating feeling that the junk now really is because I have been made an over comer in Christ and He has set me free and…
Yup. Fallen cruel world
His ways are higher than ours and at odds with the world around us. Pushback I guess. I usually get groceries curbside. A couple of times now I’ve suspected that I was given deliberately spoiled food
. God watched out for me and I thank Him…no major sickness…But wow
eye opening I guess. So me yet again bringing my life stuff up for prayer
Thanks