[__ Prayer __] Taunting ugh 😑

[Christ_empowered]

Got gas today. People across the street yelled at me. And…

By God’s grace I did ok . No emo freak out. And at least I could see them.

It’s more… does this ever end? Why does this still happen?

Thanks

 

[MayGodHeal]

Where do you live? Seems like you need to find a better place to live in. Praying for you.

 

[Christ_empowered]

I live in my general hometown area. I’m 38. Apparently I was expected to end up in prison. All I have is a serious misdemeanor on my record no jail time probation. I dunno

I’m labeled with schizophrenia. My parents live nearby. I have some other family but…?

I’ve largely recovered from what came before. They’re getting older. I’m living a decent modest lifestyle and….??

I dunno thanks

 

[Who Me]

This sort of thing you need to record, to have cctv providing evidence of this behaviour so the police can act.
Having a church to advise and support you would help.

 

[MayGodHeal]

Christ_empoweredp well I hope you get through this and that people can respect you. I get this kind of attitude sometimes when I'm driving, I keep praying that it gets better.

People can be mean and rude, that only doesnt help with them and God has a plan for you. Yes this life is temporary but we hope and pray that people can change so they too can live in heaven.

If necessary can you move to a better place? It would be maybe be difficult in your position but it might be an option.

 

[MayGodHeal]

Christ_empowered I saw your comment on another thread. So you don't know how much your property is worth? You can probably sell it to get a better place. If you got a church you regularly go to I suggest talk to them, maybe they can help you out with that if needed.

 

[Christ_empowered]

I dunno

Real estate has slowed down. The value of this place is high now vs 4 years ago but…

That’s true almost everywhere. At least here I’m close to my parents and there’s an hoa that at least seems to keep things from getting too too intense.

I dunno

At 38 I’m at or fast approaching middle age. I’m also healthy now and I look younger than my age. Nothing freakish just…God’s love showing through in my life. I get frustrated because even if I move it could happen. I’m regarded as both a mental patient and a troublemaker. I dunno

 

[MayGodHeal]

That's true. The rates are higher which is making it difficult. Economy isn't doing too well and since the auto industry is in trouble, it's 2008 all over again.

Even then it doesn't hurt to ask around and see if moving would be worth doing. I know because I am having to move and right now isn't the best time but at the same time it is. I need new appliances as there are problems with the washing machine, stove is from 1995 and falling apart, the refrigerator that came with the place doesn't work, using a small one and while I got another fridge in the garage it's from the 90s so it uses more electricity. Either way when I replace the stove I gotta see if the guys at Menards would take the non working fridge and bring the one in the garage up stairs.


Anyway I really don't understand what these people are doing to you. It's weird that they would have some issues with you unless many people know who you are and what you did in the past. Definitely videoing will help (according to the other poster here). Definitely for now I hope these people just leave you alone. It's a little weird for people to bother you like this.

 

[Christ_empowered]

Yeah…

It’s the creepy factor that gets to me honestly. I’ll keep you up in prayer too.

 

[MayGodHeal]

Thank you and hope your situation gets resolved soon.

 

[Christ_empowered]

Me yet again. Ugh

God’s blessings have been and are absolutely incredible throughout my 10 years truly in Christ. I just want to get that out there.

I’m blessed. Healthy smart normal and…I often feel that I’m not a member of this community or any community really. What to make of it?

Only went out once today random people random snark. Don’t get it. I keep a low profile. I don’t know many people. And…

The whole area is changing rapidly. My parents small town is about to double in population because of some new subdivisions. Good? Bad? I dunno it is what it is…

So I’m thankful and I want to write on that for just a moment. Nice modest place transportation good health lucid mind…

All thanks to Jesus and my long suffering loving parents.

I just get nervous…when yet another set of upstairs neighbors deliberately stomp aggressively or like late last night 3 am or so taunting outside my window. It’s worrisome and creepy. But not really dangerous which is a blessing.

 

[MayGodHeal]

Well if you are safe that's good then.

 

[Christ_empowered]

SimpliSafe…major blessing…