Give us mankind a break, Saul responded to a revelation and asked His God what he should do in response to that revelation. I have already responded how due to the journey Saul had been on with the promptings of the Holy Spirit he was ready to do anything God asked of him.
John O
Ok, John O. Just to be sure I didn't misunderstand you I went back and reread your post. I'm afraid I still feel the same way.
You said Paul's journey led him the the state that made him willing to do whatever Jesus wanted him to do. The only evidence you gave (to my recollection) was he had studied the the law and he was more zealous than his peers. There are two problems with that.
First, why did he do it? He was a Pharisee. That's what they did! He didn't study the law to get closer to Jesus. He used that knowledge to persecute him as did most of the Pharisees. Granted he was the MVP of Pharisees, but there were hundreds of others doing the same thing.
Second,how did Paul feel about his education? He called it "dung ".
Next, unless I am misunderstanding what you were saying, you make it sound like Paul was juuust about ready to turn the corner in his thoughts about Jesus. As if he needed just one little nudge. That he had been contimpating all along that perhaps he should convert. Well, if we were talking about Nicodemus who also was a Pharisee and followed by night I might agree.
But that doesn't sound like Paul in acts 9. Again, just to be sure I reread the other accounts, including chapter 26. If that's the Paul you see, his own testimony is 180 degrees from that. Paul was as gung ho as ever to go to Damascus, arrest Christians and have them put to death. This was not a man ready to turn to Christ!
Again, I don't believe we view the graveness of Paul's conversion with the same level of intensity. Jesus blinded him (and left him blind for an hour even after finding annanias ) terrified him and caused him to fall to the ground (I will concede that he may not have physically been knocked to the ground, but it is possible ). Jesus was scolding him himself!
Sure, Paul received a "revelation". But calling it a mere revelation is like saying Jesus died on the cross when the reality is that he was falsely accused, mocked, beaten, tortured, and murdered! John received revelation, Peter received revelation. Jesus didn't have to blind them and scare the wits out of them!
In my response I was a bit gruff and could've been more gentle. However the spin people put on this account without regarding the truth in attempt to protect the theory of free will is enough to make anyone grumpy. Paul's conversion was clearly a case of Jesus intervening, holding him captive and taking drastic measures to change his mind. To put it mildly, when a bully puts you in a headlock and makes you cry uncle, you aren't doing it out of free will.
I will say that if you want to talk about what Paul did after that, then you have a good case. I would have a hard time arguing against Paul's "freewill " then. But on his conversion ... please don't squirt me with a garden hose and try to convince me it's raining!