I have a much better life than I can claim to deserve. I donāt live luxuriously but I live in modest comfort and my parents are kind to me. Honestly?!? I had a brain scan a long time ago that showed severe damage probably enough for me to be in a vegetative stateā¦
A lot of it caused by psychiatric treatment. I wasnāt and am not sinless or blameless butā¦the shrinks did crazy amounts of damage deliberately. Moving onā¦
So people woke me up at 2 and 3 and 4 amā¦
Again. I went to get a little snack at a decent store and someone yelled at me about going off my meds? That was 16 years ago?!?
This is part of my life right now. Accept realityā¦
Wise as serpents innocent as doves
.
The big reality is God. His work in my life over these past 12 years is another aspect of the piece of reality I live daily. Grateful
Apparently my shrink wanted me homeless 20 years ago after doing excessive involuntary shock treatments. I ended up not being homeless and now Iām healthy and normal and flawed andā¦
Whole or close to it. God is Good
.
I also went from being a 20 year old effeminate burn out with a couple of years left on earth
to being a healthy smart 40 year oldā¦
With a supportive family and a diagnosis of schizoaffective. Thankfully I respond well to a moderate dose of a newer tranquilizer.
Iām gettingā¦frustrated dealing with the junk hurled at me. Not angry
but frustrated 
. But itās currently part of my life and I need to develop in part by dealing with it biblically. So thereās thatā¦
And itās not getting less intense lol
I donāt think 
itās just meā¦
My parents donāt even talk about me with most people now. Mama wouldnāt talk a lot about the situation but sheās careful now about mentioning me or where I live andā¦
I dunno
praying for relief and peace. More importantlyā¦
Godās perfect will.
Thanks
A lot of it caused by psychiatric treatment. I wasnāt and am not sinless or blameless butā¦the shrinks did crazy amounts of damage deliberately. Moving onā¦
So people woke me up at 2 and 3 and 4 amā¦
Again. I went to get a little snack at a decent store and someone yelled at me about going off my meds? That was 16 years ago?!?
This is part of my life right now. Accept realityā¦
Wise as serpents innocent as doves
. The big reality is God. His work in my life over these past 12 years is another aspect of the piece of reality I live daily. Grateful
Apparently my shrink wanted me homeless 20 years ago after doing excessive involuntary shock treatments. I ended up not being homeless and now Iām healthy and normal and flawed andā¦
Whole or close to it. God is Good
.I also went from being a 20 year old effeminate burn out with a couple of years left on earth
to being a healthy smart 40 year oldā¦With a supportive family and a diagnosis of schizoaffective. Thankfully I respond well to a moderate dose of a newer tranquilizer.
Iām gettingā¦frustrated dealing with the junk hurled at me. Not angry
but frustrated . But itās currently part of my life and I need to develop in part by dealing with it biblically. So thereās thatā¦And itās not getting less intense lol
I donāt think itās just meā¦My parents donāt even talk about me with most people now. Mama wouldnāt talk a lot about the situation but sheās careful now about mentioning me or where I live andā¦
I dunno
praying for relief and peace. More importantlyā¦Godās perfect will.
Thanks
