Christ_empowered
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Not always easy.
God has worked mightily on my behalf. I’m no more Christian than any other believer so all I can do is point to scripture where it is written: I will have mercy on whom I will have mercy I will show compassion to whom I will show compassion.
I dunno
no mention of merit or anything on the part of the person shown mercy. It’s all about God and His will as best I can tell.
I have HIV. I mention this yet again because people at my decent nice modest complex are mentioning it more frequently…
And I’ve been positive for probably a little over 20 years. I hit 40 not too long ago. And the gay community is not all fun and games lol.
I can’t take up my plow and push forward in the flesh and that I think has been a huge part of my problem. I look back forwards up to the side back again…
I’ve been praying about it more lately how I seriously need a divine intervention to do what Jesus Christ commands. And it’s not a stoic oh I must obey sort of thinking…
When I first got saved I kept looping on come unto me ye who are weary and I will give you rest…
And Jesus Christ is true to His word. I get intense at times but I’m not an unrepentant wretch. He’s made me healthy and normal and reconciled to my family and…
Maybe
that’s why I get static?? Somebody threw stuff at the exterior wall to my bedroom at 4 AM recently and a man’s voice said nice shot! And…
Ugh
I am more than a conqueror in Christ Jesus…
I’ve never been treated for hiv which speaks poorly about doctors
but highly of God.
Ok
rambling…
Thank you all as always
God has worked mightily on my behalf. I’m no more Christian than any other believer so all I can do is point to scripture where it is written: I will have mercy on whom I will have mercy I will show compassion to whom I will show compassion.
I dunno
no mention of merit or anything on the part of the person shown mercy. It’s all about God and His will as best I can tell.I have HIV. I mention this yet again because people at my decent nice modest complex are mentioning it more frequently…
And I’ve been positive for probably a little over 20 years. I hit 40 not too long ago. And the gay community is not all fun and games lol.
I can’t take up my plow and push forward in the flesh and that I think has been a huge part of my problem. I look back forwards up to the side back again…
I’ve been praying about it more lately how I seriously need a divine intervention to do what Jesus Christ commands. And it’s not a stoic oh I must obey sort of thinking…
When I first got saved I kept looping on come unto me ye who are weary and I will give you rest…
And Jesus Christ is true to His word. I get intense at times but I’m not an unrepentant wretch. He’s made me healthy and normal and reconciled to my family and…
Maybe
that’s why I get static?? Somebody threw stuff at the exterior wall to my bedroom at 4 AM recently and a man’s voice said nice shot! And…Ugh
I am more than a conqueror in Christ Jesus…I’ve never been treated for hiv which speaks poorly about doctors
but highly of God. Ok
rambling…Thank you all as always