Christ_empowered
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Not always easy.
God has worked mightily on my behalf. I’m no more Christian than any other believer so all I can do is point to scripture where it is written: I will have mercy on whom I will have mercy I will show compassion to whom I will show compassion.
I dunno ?
no mention of merit or anything on the part of the person shown mercy. It’s all about God and His will as best I can tell.
I have HIV. I mention this yet again because people at my decent nice modest complex are mentioning it more frequently…
And I’ve been positive for probably a little over 20 years. I hit 40 not too long ago. And the gay community is not all fun and games lol.
I can’t take up my plow and push forward in the flesh and that I think has been a huge part of my problem. I look back forwards up to the side back again…
I’ve been praying about it more lately how I seriously need a divine intervention to do what Jesus Christ commands. And it’s not a stoic oh I must obey sort of thinking…
When I first got saved I kept looping on come unto me ye who are weary and I will give you rest…
And Jesus Christ is true to His word. I get intense at times but I’m not an unrepentant wretch. He’s made me healthy and normal and reconciled to my family and…
Maybe ? that’s why I get static?? Somebody threw stuff at the exterior wall to my bedroom at 4 AM recently and a man’s voice said nice shot! And…
Ugh ? I am more than a conqueror in Christ Jesus…
I’ve never been treated for hiv which speaks poorly about doctors ? but highly of God.
Ok
rambling…
Thank you all as always ?
God has worked mightily on my behalf. I’m no more Christian than any other believer so all I can do is point to scripture where it is written: I will have mercy on whom I will have mercy I will show compassion to whom I will show compassion.
I dunno ?
no mention of merit or anything on the part of the person shown mercy. It’s all about God and His will as best I can tell.I have HIV. I mention this yet again because people at my decent nice modest complex are mentioning it more frequently…
And I’ve been positive for probably a little over 20 years. I hit 40 not too long ago. And the gay community is not all fun and games lol.
I can’t take up my plow and push forward in the flesh and that I think has been a huge part of my problem. I look back forwards up to the side back again…
I’ve been praying about it more lately how I seriously need a divine intervention to do what Jesus Christ commands. And it’s not a stoic oh I must obey sort of thinking…
When I first got saved I kept looping on come unto me ye who are weary and I will give you rest…
And Jesus Christ is true to His word. I get intense at times but I’m not an unrepentant wretch. He’s made me healthy and normal and reconciled to my family and…
Maybe ? that’s why I get static?? Somebody threw stuff at the exterior wall to my bedroom at 4 AM recently and a man’s voice said nice shot! And…
Ugh ? I am more than a conqueror in Christ Jesus…
I’ve never been treated for hiv which speaks poorly about doctors ? but highly of God.
Ok
rambling…Thank you all as always ?
